i wanna complain

i am seriously tired!!vits not as though i do hard manual labour or something, but its like, i'm physically and mentally drained out. and i HATE the feeling!! ok i need to sleep. badly.

ha. So much for getting enough sleep.. i got so much to do!`i want my sleep!!! GRR.. And i think i'm falling ill soon. My throat hurts slightly, my nose is starting to clog up, my eyes are like itchy and tired, my whole body seems to have the aching feeling.. urgh!!

And geri grumbles and grumbles.. and grumbles somemore..
like complaining helps right.. hmm, but it gets something off your chest! haha. at least you'll feel better or something. =)

and ok i'll shut up. scratch all that.

Mooncake Fun

2nd Post-

woohoo!! it was such great fun meeting up with my bunch of friends!! i love them to bits!! So we basically spent the whole time beside the pool, sitting and talking, and laughing away.. it feels good to know that we are still keeping in contact and stuff.. Though the food ran out REALYY quick..

haha and of course we took photos!!

Cheese!!! Jovi & Bev!

Another one...

The Gang..

haha ok basically 3 of us sat there the WHOLE time.. so wanna swim man

Group pic at the stairs...

Another group pic.. though its so blur..too bad my cam can't ZOOM!

ok there were more photos.. if u want ask me then i send over.. got too many to post up. HAHA.. hope to see ya all again!! soon.. and btw, the stairs was at the "lobby". its not the house! just in case u were wondering that the house was SO SO BIG..haha.

Eye Problems for everyone

man! what is wrong with everyone's eyes lately? Seems like many people's eyes are affected!! First it was jasmine, then Eileen, then Sarah, then Mina, now me!! urgh! there's something i can't get out in my right eye! and its super annoying and uncomfortable! I shall force myself to cry hoping to wash whatever its inside out. I hope its not some growth or wadsoever!! and yeah, i don't have eye drops.. so i can't use them. Only natural tears.ha.

My headache took really long to go off!! and throughout the day it felt like it was coming back. And I was SO tired!! like lack the energy to even walk.. i have no idea y i feel so drained!! i hope i'm not coming down with anything!! Was supposed to meet the girls to swim first later, but decided against it. no energy to walk, where got energy to swim?! and in case my headache comes back again.. so i will only go at night..

k off to dinner!! t-a-t-a.

Hurting Head

argh!! my head hurts! the after effect from the childcare center!! seriously! the kids were SUPER HYPER today!! so full of energy, screaming at each other, fighting, crying, running everywhere, jumping, crawling, making noise.. *shudders* i can still "hear" and "see" them now lah!! and due to the extremely HIGH noise level, my head has been hurting since. Argh! so annoying! i cant concentrate on my work!! and i'm SO TIRED!!!! =/

And i mixed up the deadlines to pass up my assignments laH! lucky i was talking to my frens and they mentioned the ACTUAL deadlines. And thankfully i completed them already. If not i'll probably be burning mid-night oil now.. and frankly speaking, with my head hurting, i doubt i'll be able to do a good job.

oh! i temporarily curled my hair at Jee's place. and i look so OLD. and i think my hair was so SO dry after the steam effect that i think if u light the ends of my hair, my whole head would probably catch fire! *vroomm* and i really looked like some lion. *ROAR* Curly monster. i was like deep conditioning my hair today, and i'm glad to my normal hair back. haha but it was a nice change for that evening.. =)

oOh!! i am finally (FINALLY) meeting up with my sec sch friends!! tmr! for some mooncake festival celebration at christopher's place. Have to rush home for dinner, then prob go down at night or something.. play lantern and eat mooncake. since i dun have school on Wed!! yay!!! wait, do i have class??wadever, even if there is,its a LATE afternoon class anyway.. yeaH! finally can do some catching up with my buddies!! the usual laughter and nonsense.. and i heard tt the girls r having some weekly saturaday swimming at bevie's place! ahh!! i wanna go!! haha

ok i'm off to rest. bleurgh.. i lack sleep.

Excellent way to start the week

what a great way to start off another week!! haha carolling was great!! anyway, i'm so bored waiting for my cousin and aunt to come home. I'm waiting in theri house, using their computer together with my mother. How convenient right? heh heh. and i'm hungry!!! i hope dinner's good!! hee.. anyway, just typing for the sake of typing something.. haha seeing joy's hair so niceee!!! i feel like doing something to my lion-like hair too! haha...

hmm life is GOOD!

say what?!

Happy 18th Birthday to JoYee!!!!!

haha it was a great day, a great week. Nothing could be better! =)

On the other hand, i have 4 hours lectures every friday now til the end of the sem! Like the three hours lectures are not enough to put us to sleep, they added another hour! hah. And yeah, towards to end of the lecture today, i couldn't help but doze off. oops! Well, at least our lecturer pushes back the deadlines to the last day of school!! which means not so much rushing to get everything done by next week. That's one less worry. For the moment. and the only worry i have now it HOW AM I GOING TO STUDY for the written papers?!?! seriously, i have little idea of what i've learnt!! And i'm sure all of us feels the same way. oh nooooooO!!! And i hope the lecturers would be OH-SO-KIND to give us a clue and hints on what is going to come out!! like, PLEASE DO!!! hahaha.. and i only have 6 days to remember a whole sem's worth of work!! well, lets take things slowly shall we? projects deadlines first!!! =)

La la la la la la.....

-Time Flies

woohoo!! i've cleared eveything i have to do for this week!! whew.. actually, not whew. next week is another killer week!! everything due!! i think?? Oh well, just breathe!

haha Rufi was saying that i'm the most retarded friend she knows.. one min. stone, one min. sing, one min. laugh..HAHA! i found that so amusing...

n i think i have short term memory la!! i can't remember what i wanted to type!! and i can walk and forget where i wanted to go. i'll probably forget my name one day or something man. haha. *rolls eyes*

[edit] ok i remembered waht i wanted to say. Sigh, would you want to work with someone who does not do their work, or who calls u up at the last possible minute and complain of some problem(tt conveniently crops up) and asks u to do it for her? Would u want to wokr with someone who does not contribute to the project grp but ride on others and gets the same A or B grade that the whole grp worked so hard for??

Everyone does not want la.. and sometimes i do pity the person. Its not a nice feeling when no one wants you. sigh.. being selfish doesn't help right. oh well.. any ideas? note: telling the person to change does not work.[/edit]

ZzzZzz

I need my sleep!! sigh i'm so tired!!!!

*grouchy*

I Passed!!!!

i am so HAPPIEEEEEEE!!!!! cos i PASSED my FP assessment!!! Praise the Lord! yeah! and just as i predicted, my stress level is down by half. and because of it, i'm like so super enthu about doing the rest of my projects. like i can't wait to complete it.. hmm, am i mad or am i mad?? DON"T answer that. hehe-well, apart from the AW's proposal thingy. ugh, that proposal in SUCH a pain!! and well, maybe balota's paper. haha but oh well! i'm HAPPIEEEEE!!!! suddenly, my mentor is not so bad after all. i guess i have to be thankful for her strictness, as it'll probably benefit me a great deal in year three. yepps!

*You are the way the truth and the light, we live by faith and not by sight for you, we're living all for you.*
-seriously, that song is STUCK in my head! in a GOOD way of course.. =)

If I Stand

[edit] tribute to eileen: WHATEVER!!!!!!!!!! haha i seriously think our "wadever!!!" mode will last till end of the term. i hope not.[/edit]

There's more that rises in the morning than the sun
And more that shines in the night than just the moon
There's more than just this fire here that keeps me warm
In a shelter that is larger than this room

And there's a loyalty that's deeper than mere sentiments
And a music higher than the songs that I can sing
Stuff of Earth competes for the allegiance
I owe only to the Giver of all good things

So if I stand let me stand on the promise that you will pull me through
And if I can't, let me fall on the grace that first brought me to You
So if I sing let me sing for the joy that has born in me these songs
And if I weep let it be as a man who is longing for his home

And there's more that dances on the prairies than the wind
And more that pulses in the ocean than the tide
There's a love that's fiercer than the love between friends
More gentle than a mother's when her baby's at her side

And if I weep let it be as a man who is longing for home

-Jars of Clay-

Tired

bleah.. suddenly i feel so sick of all the work. argh the lecturers dumpping proj to us at the last minute!! bleahs.. ok i'm like starting to whine. i shall stop.

but i'm so tired!!!! and i have to rewire my brain to tell myself that i am not tired, and that i have to finish my work. so yeah.. the rewiring begins.. now u know y i am so mad.. prob forgot how to connect back my nerves and "wires" after my entire rewiring process.. and maybe tts y i stone so much too! prob some parts not connected properly..

ok i am lame.
wait, i'm not lame. i'm geri!fine.. -___-!!!ok dots..

its like Desserts!!

haha yeah, stressed is desserts spelt backwards.. so giving myself a treat..

argh!! my annoying ankle!!! my mum was saying its swollen.. i dun seem to realise it, since the pain comes n goes. argh!! annoying! i HAVE to see a chi phy soon. well, maybe in another 4 weeks time. Get it healed once n for all before it gives me further hindrance down the road.. annoying!!!!

i just have to get through this coming monday. i just have to pass!! and my stress level will be reduced by appoximately half. Thats what i think anyway..

sth funny happened in the train today. i was trying hard to contain my laughter.. haha. And did a little shopping with my mother..haha.

and after a fun evening, its back to work..

Matching Christmas

whew!! Finally the Math Learning Center is done! That's one down, and STILL many more to go! but thankfully, both our presentations went well today =) Took quite a few photos too. And we ended off our presentation with a bang! haha not really, but we did end it off with a new version of "we wish u a mery christmas". haha guess who's crazy idea it was..

We were learning how to diaper and bath infants in our lecture today. So our lecturer brought up the two fake babies again (Sakiko And Jordan-named prev by us) and they when we were really given the opportunity to try out bathing and diapering the two infants, we were all rather rough with it. haha. We got Jordan first. And Tricia was commenting he looked like chocolate. haha. Yeah, then Sakiko would probably be white chocolate huh.

Pictures below.. u can see part of our center at the bottom center.. haha and the two fake infants...lolz

it's a Happie day!

Monday will usually set my overall mood for the rest of the week. And today's mood of the week is HAPPY!! =)yeah, my lesson went well! i thought i did quite badly, but surprisingly, my mentor said it was interesting and a good effort. haha yes Praise the Lord!! =) and i'm still high.. and will remain high for a while. It feels good to be myself again.. =)

haah and of course my mentor gave me tips for improvement. She was like, "i know you have a gentle and calm nature, but you can try to be more lively." i wanted to laugh ok, me? gentle?!? ho ho!! maybe i really need to go mad with the kids. haha later i'll give them nightmares..HAHA! =)

Tomorrow's the presentations! haha lucky i suggested drawing lots, if not it'll be me presenting tmr..kekez. ain't drawing lots fun?? =) and we're most probably wearing christmas colours! since christmas is out theme.. =) and i'm the only one who has a green top la.. haha i'll be like, the odd one out.. oh well wadever!! confirm later again..=) i'm really happy!! judging from the number of smiley faces.. how many ARE there?? haha=)

its a happy day, and i praise God for the weather
its a happy day, living it for my Lord
Its a happy day, things are gonna get better (oh yes it will)
Living each day by the promises of God's word

remember...

DONT LET THE FEAR OF STRIKING OUT,KEEP U FROM PLAYING THE GAME

-enough said

[edit]Thanks Bev for the CD!! my lifesaver!! haha today is a GOOD day!! and i changed layout again. since so may people said its was "eviL" and stuff. HAHAHA okok..[/edit]

madness

i was a little high today...what people would usual call, Mad. For some reason, my mood improved tremendously! so much that another 2 friends told me that i was more cheery and not grumpy like the previous days. *yay* that's certaintly good news. so yeah, i was laughing real loudly(as usual)and laughing at everything(as usual)again..

got two presentations on tuesday. but somehow, i feel excited about it. can't wait to start on our prepartions on our learning centers.. i TOLD u i was mad.

ooh!! i so wanna go to IKEA!!! i miss their yummilicious swedish meatballs. *mouth waters* Too bad i missed their sale! just going to IKEA makes me feel like changing my room layout. Haha, too bad i can't just change it like how i always change the blog layout. blame it on me getting bored too easily. and bev thinks the blog layout now is evil. what's so evil about it i dunno!! LOL. thanks to brian for the background. haha. can't wait for next year when we learn a little on web designing. what i know now is SO SO limited!!! hence the reason y the layouts have the same kinda look. I WANT ADOBE PHOTOSHOP!!! i hate it when the only drawing software i have is PAINT. HAHA.so yeah, i do hope i can pass FP n proceed to my second sem. (there she goes..there she goes again...) sorrie, this FP thing is still bothering me, not as much though. i wonder why??? anyways,

*sings*
So let the sun shine in
Face it with a grin
Smilers never lose
And frowners never win
So let the sun shine in
Face it with a grin
Open up your heart and let the sun shine in!

=)

better

[heyyy! my prev entries wasn't deleted after all] hah.

thank u my dear bevie for that nice talk we had late last night!! i felt better after that. =)

argh! 2 people asked me if i was like stressed up today. is it THAT obvious? is it written all over my face in black and white? hah, i suppose... sheesh. FP is driving me crazy! called my mentor today.. hmm wasn't so bad.

and now i know why i've been feeling so drained during the weekends. its due to the after effects of the weekdays. haha and i lost my balance thrice on the steps today! i almost fell backwards twice. Then when i decided to be more careful, i tripped and almost fell forward. i think my center of gravity shifted for that moment.

Happy Birthday to Tricia and Athelyna!!

celebrated their b'days with a really delicious chocolate cake from Four Leaves. it was really really good! 6 layers in total, with melted chocolate, waffle biscuit and cream all inbetween three layers of cake. YUMMILICIOUS!! and 8 of us finished up the entire cake. we were playing the number game to decided who woud eat up the remaining pieces. i was seriously bloated. on the verge of puking..

* F A I T H *

...

TSK!!!
siilly server had some error and wad i type initially dissapeared!!! arGH!!!! so annoying!!!! tsK!!!

maybe its return soon. maybe.

argh! i got no mood to retype wad i typed.

the end.

trying to breathe

this is the time of the month that i hate. all the deadlines to meet, projects to rush... i'm kinda sick and tired of it all. bah!! and thanks to FP, i almost broke down twice. hmm,come to think of it, i shouldn't have controlled, if not i'll probably snap really soon. i'm seriously worried about FP, pple tell me not to worry, i TRY not to, but it just keeps coming back! [its no small matter!!] its that bad to the extend that i had a nightmare of it, that i got not 1, but 2 big F's for that module. *sniff*

*pulls hair*

i think i shall go scream soon. i hope this stress thingy dun affect my tolerance level. Thank God for people who never fail to brighten my day..

*just keep going, just keep going, just keep going going going....* (frm Finding Nemo, "just keep swimming..."

HAH! talking is easy. doing is a total different thing. somehow i feel that my list is gettin longer, not shorter. now i wonder why..

haha, new version of itsy bitsy spider

The itsy bitsy spider crawled up the birthday cake,
he ate up all the frosting,
and got a tummy ache,
and when they brought the ice cream,
he ate even more,
and the itsy bitsy spider fell sick upon the floor.
They took him to the doctor because he felt so bad,
it was the worst tummy ache that he ever had,
and when they brought the medicine it was WAY TOO SWEET,
just a drink of water would be a great big treat,
so the itsy bitsy spider crawled up the water spout,
down came the rain,
and washed the spider out.
Out came the sun and dried up all the rain
and the itsy bitsy spider went up the spout again!

ok found that amusing.. came across it at http://teachers.net/lessons/posts/2559.html.

other than that, my saturday morning seems to be going well. i have inspirations for the music lessons plans!! about time loh. i have to get everything done by MONDAY! haha, thanks to aunty linda for some tips! haha.. if only next year i get attached at YOUR center! haha though not very likely, but hey! u never know...

[edit] heeyyy!! cogratulate me!! i completed my lessons plans!!!!!*BIG grinz*[/edit]

To the rest of my buddies, so good! having hols now! haha enjoy it while you can..=) enjoy e show later!! i promise i'll go out with you peeps sooN!!! SOON!! haha n jolyn!! u still owe me my bible and book!!!! kids shenenigans!! hahaha i shall order it soon... and see ya aLL!!! miss ya!!

Go UP, go DOWN

well well well, today is certainly an interesting day, if i do say so myself. To cut a long story short, much happened, and i certain hope it gets solved soon! To leen, dun worry girL!!!
haha yeah, went to ART FRIEND at bras pasar to get materials for our proj. and i tell you, i LOVE that place! i could practically feel my brain juices flowing as i passed each shelf and rack.. the colours, the papars, the cloths and more.. SIGH!! ok anway, we saw LOTS of boxes in the storeroom, n we wanted to ask if we could have them for our learning centers. yeah, we need LOTS of them to build, well build everything.. from the chairs to tables to shelves. YEPPP. but we saw loads outside the store, so beeling n i went digging for boxes while leen paid for our stuffs. haha we looked like those "karang guni" men, and pple kept staring at us the whole time! oh wadever! haha do in the end we got four huge boxes and more card boards too. Then when we carried it in front of us and walked in a straight row, we looked as though we are protesting against something loh!.haha but i found is such a funny episode. Shared a cab back and left all the stuff at leen's place.

Sigh, talking abt proj, i have to forgo all the other stuffs planned for my weekend!! *heaves a big sigh* no movie, no ys, no party. SIGH SIGH SIGH!!!!!!!! sorry to the pple out there, i can't make it! even though i initially thought i could. =/

AND the contemporary dance is FULL!!!! *wails* the lady called n told me today! so i can either join the ballet one or the full day symposium one. and after much consideration, i decided to give the symposium a miss, and ballet too. Cos i'm not really into ballet.. so they're gonna return the cheque.. oh well. i guess its all for the best!! considering the amount of work piling up up up!!

and my ankle is hurting AGAIN!!!!! argh!!! so annoying i tell you. like hello?? how long has it been already?? can u jus HEAL!?!?! argh. letme see.. feb-aug.. that would be 7 months!!!? =/ should i go see the chi phy again? but like so troublesome.. sigh.

ok- i shall stop sighing.

Busy, with a capital "B"

argh! my head hurts now.. i have SO SO MUCH to complete!! by this weekend, cos either they are due next week, or are due soon. And the work is endless! i'm kinda sick of it now actually.. i think i wont go for the movie on sat, and i'm thinking should i miss YS too anot.. and go home after Mission training..plus sunday's gonna be really packed as well! and there goes my time to complete any work. then more i think abt it, the more i think i shd do some sacrificing.. sigh! and i have no idea how am i going to do any work later on cos my mind is literally dead..
6 weeks to finish everything. I know it looks long. believe me, it isn't. and i really hate FP loh!!! well, on the brighter side, i did well for PQS test and the written assignment! =)

List
1. PQS grp
2. PQS pair
3. Math Learning Centre
4. Math individual
5. AW individual
6. AW grp(not yet but soon)
7. SVC grp
8. CDEV learning kit
9.DLE learning centre
10. MUSIC lesson plans!!!!!!!! *urgent*
11. FP test (quite soon)
12.PQS test (quite soon)
13. Math activity File

For You

I said a prayer for you today

and i know God must have heard,

I felt the answer in my heart

although He spoke no word.

I didn't ask for wealth or fame-

I knew you wouldn't mind-

I asked Him to send treasures

of a far more lasting kind.

I asked that He be near you

at the start of each new day,

To grant you health and blessings

and friends to share your way.

I asked for happiness for you

in all things great and small;

But it was for His loving care

I prayed the most of all!

Dance

dance is coming up sooN!! and i hope i can manage my time well... yeah, not going to miss it for the world! so yeah, i'll still go anyway. hmm, after all its just for three days, 6 hours in total only, and its for God. so why not right.. besides, it can be a way to de-stress.. dum dee dum dum.

projects are going to drive me nuts! going to.. not yet. but hopefully not soon. see?!! i'm not even making sense here!