Freezing

Happy!!! I cleared my assignments and projects for THIS WEEK. And my list is getting Shorter!! yipee!! today wasn't THAT bad, wasn't so drained. WHEW! dunno how much of it i can take. OH must be that freezing cold shower i had early this RAINY morning.. my heater was spoilt. Turns out the fuse got burnt. BRR..

Haha! oh i jus remembered this conversation i had with Jas. its not the exact words la, but the idea remains.

Jas: Hey!! can lend me your FM..
Me: orh.. (Passed her my FM radio)
Jas: no!!! your Finiancial Management notes!!

dots. HAHA!! fine..i thought she meant FM receiver!!!! haha had a good laugh.. (yes, i found it funny) =)

i wanna complain

i am seriously tired!!vits not as though i do hard manual labour or something, but its like, i'm physically and mentally drained out. and i HATE the feeling!! ok i need to sleep. badly.

ha. So much for getting enough sleep.. i got so much to do!`i want my sleep!!! GRR.. And i think i'm falling ill soon. My throat hurts slightly, my nose is starting to clog up, my eyes are like itchy and tired, my whole body seems to have the aching feeling.. urgh!!

And geri grumbles and grumbles.. and grumbles somemore..
like complaining helps right.. hmm, but it gets something off your chest! haha. at least you'll feel better or something. =)

and ok i'll shut up. scratch all that.

Mooncake Fun

2nd Post-

woohoo!! it was such great fun meeting up with my bunch of friends!! i love them to bits!! So we basically spent the whole time beside the pool, sitting and talking, and laughing away.. it feels good to know that we are still keeping in contact and stuff.. Though the food ran out REALYY quick..

haha and of course we took photos!!

Cheese!!! Jovi & Bev!

Another one...

The Gang..

haha ok basically 3 of us sat there the WHOLE time.. so wanna swim man

Group pic at the stairs...

Another group pic.. though its so blur..too bad my cam can't ZOOM!

ok there were more photos.. if u want ask me then i send over.. got too many to post up. HAHA.. hope to see ya all again!! soon.. and btw, the stairs was at the "lobby". its not the house! just in case u were wondering that the house was SO SO BIG..haha.

Eye Problems for everyone

man! what is wrong with everyone's eyes lately? Seems like many people's eyes are affected!! First it was jasmine, then Eileen, then Sarah, then Mina, now me!! urgh! there's something i can't get out in my right eye! and its super annoying and uncomfortable! I shall force myself to cry hoping to wash whatever its inside out. I hope its not some growth or wadsoever!! and yeah, i don't have eye drops.. so i can't use them. Only natural tears.ha.

My headache took really long to go off!! and throughout the day it felt like it was coming back. And I was SO tired!! like lack the energy to even walk.. i have no idea y i feel so drained!! i hope i'm not coming down with anything!! Was supposed to meet the girls to swim first later, but decided against it. no energy to walk, where got energy to swim?! and in case my headache comes back again.. so i will only go at night..

k off to dinner!! t-a-t-a.

Hurting Head

argh!! my head hurts! the after effect from the childcare center!! seriously! the kids were SUPER HYPER today!! so full of energy, screaming at each other, fighting, crying, running everywhere, jumping, crawling, making noise.. *shudders* i can still "hear" and "see" them now lah!! and due to the extremely HIGH noise level, my head has been hurting since. Argh! so annoying! i cant concentrate on my work!! and i'm SO TIRED!!!! =/

And i mixed up the deadlines to pass up my assignments laH! lucky i was talking to my frens and they mentioned the ACTUAL deadlines. And thankfully i completed them already. If not i'll probably be burning mid-night oil now.. and frankly speaking, with my head hurting, i doubt i'll be able to do a good job.

oh! i temporarily curled my hair at Jee's place. and i look so OLD. and i think my hair was so SO dry after the steam effect that i think if u light the ends of my hair, my whole head would probably catch fire! *vroomm* and i really looked like some lion. *ROAR* Curly monster. i was like deep conditioning my hair today, and i'm glad to my normal hair back. haha but it was a nice change for that evening.. =)

oOh!! i am finally (FINALLY) meeting up with my sec sch friends!! tmr! for some mooncake festival celebration at christopher's place. Have to rush home for dinner, then prob go down at night or something.. play lantern and eat mooncake. since i dun have school on Wed!! yay!!! wait, do i have class??wadever, even if there is,its a LATE afternoon class anyway.. yeaH! finally can do some catching up with my buddies!! the usual laughter and nonsense.. and i heard tt the girls r having some weekly saturaday swimming at bevie's place! ahh!! i wanna go!! haha

ok i'm off to rest. bleurgh.. i lack sleep.

Excellent way to start the week

what a great way to start off another week!! haha carolling was great!! anyway, i'm so bored waiting for my cousin and aunt to come home. I'm waiting in theri house, using their computer together with my mother. How convenient right? heh heh. and i'm hungry!!! i hope dinner's good!! hee.. anyway, just typing for the sake of typing something.. haha seeing joy's hair so niceee!!! i feel like doing something to my lion-like hair too! haha...

hmm life is GOOD!

say what?!

Happy 18th Birthday to JoYee!!!!!

haha it was a great day, a great week. Nothing could be better! =)

On the other hand, i have 4 hours lectures every friday now til the end of the sem! Like the three hours lectures are not enough to put us to sleep, they added another hour! hah. And yeah, towards to end of the lecture today, i couldn't help but doze off. oops! Well, at least our lecturer pushes back the deadlines to the last day of school!! which means not so much rushing to get everything done by next week. That's one less worry. For the moment. and the only worry i have now it HOW AM I GOING TO STUDY for the written papers?!?! seriously, i have little idea of what i've learnt!! And i'm sure all of us feels the same way. oh nooooooO!!! And i hope the lecturers would be OH-SO-KIND to give us a clue and hints on what is going to come out!! like, PLEASE DO!!! hahaha.. and i only have 6 days to remember a whole sem's worth of work!! well, lets take things slowly shall we? projects deadlines first!!! =)

La la la la la la.....

-Time Flies

woohoo!! i've cleared eveything i have to do for this week!! whew.. actually, not whew. next week is another killer week!! everything due!! i think?? Oh well, just breathe!

haha Rufi was saying that i'm the most retarded friend she knows.. one min. stone, one min. sing, one min. laugh..HAHA! i found that so amusing...

n i think i have short term memory la!! i can't remember what i wanted to type!! and i can walk and forget where i wanted to go. i'll probably forget my name one day or something man. haha. *rolls eyes*

[edit] ok i remembered waht i wanted to say. Sigh, would you want to work with someone who does not do their work, or who calls u up at the last possible minute and complain of some problem(tt conveniently crops up) and asks u to do it for her? Would u want to wokr with someone who does not contribute to the project grp but ride on others and gets the same A or B grade that the whole grp worked so hard for??

Everyone does not want la.. and sometimes i do pity the person. Its not a nice feeling when no one wants you. sigh.. being selfish doesn't help right. oh well.. any ideas? note: telling the person to change does not work.[/edit]

ZzzZzz

I need my sleep!! sigh i'm so tired!!!!

*grouchy*

I Passed!!!!

i am so HAPPIEEEEEEE!!!!! cos i PASSED my FP assessment!!! Praise the Lord! yeah! and just as i predicted, my stress level is down by half. and because of it, i'm like so super enthu about doing the rest of my projects. like i can't wait to complete it.. hmm, am i mad or am i mad?? DON"T answer that. hehe-well, apart from the AW's proposal thingy. ugh, that proposal in SUCH a pain!! and well, maybe balota's paper. haha but oh well! i'm HAPPIEEEEE!!!! suddenly, my mentor is not so bad after all. i guess i have to be thankful for her strictness, as it'll probably benefit me a great deal in year three. yepps!

*You are the way the truth and the light, we live by faith and not by sight for you, we're living all for you.*
-seriously, that song is STUCK in my head! in a GOOD way of course.. =)

If I Stand

[edit] tribute to eileen: WHATEVER!!!!!!!!!! haha i seriously think our "wadever!!!" mode will last till end of the term. i hope not.[/edit]

There's more that rises in the morning than the sun
And more that shines in the night than just the moon
There's more than just this fire here that keeps me warm
In a shelter that is larger than this room

And there's a loyalty that's deeper than mere sentiments
And a music higher than the songs that I can sing
Stuff of Earth competes for the allegiance
I owe only to the Giver of all good things

So if I stand let me stand on the promise that you will pull me through
And if I can't, let me fall on the grace that first brought me to You
So if I sing let me sing for the joy that has born in me these songs
And if I weep let it be as a man who is longing for his home

And there's more that dances on the prairies than the wind
And more that pulses in the ocean than the tide
There's a love that's fiercer than the love between friends
More gentle than a mother's when her baby's at her side

And if I weep let it be as a man who is longing for home

-Jars of Clay-

Tired

bleah.. suddenly i feel so sick of all the work. argh the lecturers dumpping proj to us at the last minute!! bleahs.. ok i'm like starting to whine. i shall stop.

but i'm so tired!!!! and i have to rewire my brain to tell myself that i am not tired, and that i have to finish my work. so yeah.. the rewiring begins.. now u know y i am so mad.. prob forgot how to connect back my nerves and "wires" after my entire rewiring process.. and maybe tts y i stone so much too! prob some parts not connected properly..

ok i am lame.
wait, i'm not lame. i'm geri!fine.. -___-!!!ok dots..

its like Desserts!!

haha yeah, stressed is desserts spelt backwards.. so giving myself a treat..

argh!! my annoying ankle!!! my mum was saying its swollen.. i dun seem to realise it, since the pain comes n goes. argh!! annoying! i HAVE to see a chi phy soon. well, maybe in another 4 weeks time. Get it healed once n for all before it gives me further hindrance down the road.. annoying!!!!

i just have to get through this coming monday. i just have to pass!! and my stress level will be reduced by appoximately half. Thats what i think anyway..

sth funny happened in the train today. i was trying hard to contain my laughter.. haha. And did a little shopping with my mother..haha.

and after a fun evening, its back to work..

Matching Christmas

whew!! Finally the Math Learning Center is done! That's one down, and STILL many more to go! but thankfully, both our presentations went well today =) Took quite a few photos too. And we ended off our presentation with a bang! haha not really, but we did end it off with a new version of "we wish u a mery christmas". haha guess who's crazy idea it was..

We were learning how to diaper and bath infants in our lecture today. So our lecturer brought up the two fake babies again (Sakiko And Jordan-named prev by us) and they when we were really given the opportunity to try out bathing and diapering the two infants, we were all rather rough with it. haha. We got Jordan first. And Tricia was commenting he looked like chocolate. haha. Yeah, then Sakiko would probably be white chocolate huh.

Pictures below.. u can see part of our center at the bottom center.. haha and the two fake infants...lolz

it's a Happie day!

Monday will usually set my overall mood for the rest of the week. And today's mood of the week is HAPPY!! =)yeah, my lesson went well! i thought i did quite badly, but surprisingly, my mentor said it was interesting and a good effort. haha yes Praise the Lord!! =) and i'm still high.. and will remain high for a while. It feels good to be myself again.. =)

haah and of course my mentor gave me tips for improvement. She was like, "i know you have a gentle and calm nature, but you can try to be more lively." i wanted to laugh ok, me? gentle?!? ho ho!! maybe i really need to go mad with the kids. haha later i'll give them nightmares..HAHA! =)

Tomorrow's the presentations! haha lucky i suggested drawing lots, if not it'll be me presenting tmr..kekez. ain't drawing lots fun?? =) and we're most probably wearing christmas colours! since christmas is out theme.. =) and i'm the only one who has a green top la.. haha i'll be like, the odd one out.. oh well wadever!! confirm later again..=) i'm really happy!! judging from the number of smiley faces.. how many ARE there?? haha=)

its a happy day, and i praise God for the weather
its a happy day, living it for my Lord
Its a happy day, things are gonna get better (oh yes it will)
Living each day by the promises of God's word

remember...

DONT LET THE FEAR OF STRIKING OUT,KEEP U FROM PLAYING THE GAME

-enough said

[edit]Thanks Bev for the CD!! my lifesaver!! haha today is a GOOD day!! and i changed layout again. since so may people said its was "eviL" and stuff. HAHAHA okok..[/edit]

madness

i was a little high today...what people would usual call, Mad. For some reason, my mood improved tremendously! so much that another 2 friends told me that i was more cheery and not grumpy like the previous days. *yay* that's certaintly good news. so yeah, i was laughing real loudly(as usual)and laughing at everything(as usual)again..

got two presentations on tuesday. but somehow, i feel excited about it. can't wait to start on our prepartions on our learning centers.. i TOLD u i was mad.

ooh!! i so wanna go to IKEA!!! i miss their yummilicious swedish meatballs. *mouth waters* Too bad i missed their sale! just going to IKEA makes me feel like changing my room layout. Haha, too bad i can't just change it like how i always change the blog layout. blame it on me getting bored too easily. and bev thinks the blog layout now is evil. what's so evil about it i dunno!! LOL. thanks to brian for the background. haha. can't wait for next year when we learn a little on web designing. what i know now is SO SO limited!!! hence the reason y the layouts have the same kinda look. I WANT ADOBE PHOTOSHOP!!! i hate it when the only drawing software i have is PAINT. HAHA.so yeah, i do hope i can pass FP n proceed to my second sem. (there she goes..there she goes again...) sorrie, this FP thing is still bothering me, not as much though. i wonder why??? anyways,

*sings*
So let the sun shine in
Face it with a grin
Smilers never lose
And frowners never win
So let the sun shine in
Face it with a grin
Open up your heart and let the sun shine in!

=)

better

[heyyy! my prev entries wasn't deleted after all] hah.

thank u my dear bevie for that nice talk we had late last night!! i felt better after that. =)

argh! 2 people asked me if i was like stressed up today. is it THAT obvious? is it written all over my face in black and white? hah, i suppose... sheesh. FP is driving me crazy! called my mentor today.. hmm wasn't so bad.

and now i know why i've been feeling so drained during the weekends. its due to the after effects of the weekdays. haha and i lost my balance thrice on the steps today! i almost fell backwards twice. Then when i decided to be more careful, i tripped and almost fell forward. i think my center of gravity shifted for that moment.

Happy Birthday to Tricia and Athelyna!!

celebrated their b'days with a really delicious chocolate cake from Four Leaves. it was really really good! 6 layers in total, with melted chocolate, waffle biscuit and cream all inbetween three layers of cake. YUMMILICIOUS!! and 8 of us finished up the entire cake. we were playing the number game to decided who woud eat up the remaining pieces. i was seriously bloated. on the verge of puking..

* F A I T H *

...

TSK!!!
siilly server had some error and wad i type initially dissapeared!!! arGH!!!! so annoying!!!! tsK!!!

maybe its return soon. maybe.

argh! i got no mood to retype wad i typed.

the end.

trying to breathe

this is the time of the month that i hate. all the deadlines to meet, projects to rush... i'm kinda sick and tired of it all. bah!! and thanks to FP, i almost broke down twice. hmm,come to think of it, i shouldn't have controlled, if not i'll probably snap really soon. i'm seriously worried about FP, pple tell me not to worry, i TRY not to, but it just keeps coming back! [its no small matter!!] its that bad to the extend that i had a nightmare of it, that i got not 1, but 2 big F's for that module. *sniff*

*pulls hair*

i think i shall go scream soon. i hope this stress thingy dun affect my tolerance level. Thank God for people who never fail to brighten my day..

*just keep going, just keep going, just keep going going going....* (frm Finding Nemo, "just keep swimming..."

HAH! talking is easy. doing is a total different thing. somehow i feel that my list is gettin longer, not shorter. now i wonder why..

haha, new version of itsy bitsy spider

The itsy bitsy spider crawled up the birthday cake,
he ate up all the frosting,
and got a tummy ache,
and when they brought the ice cream,
he ate even more,
and the itsy bitsy spider fell sick upon the floor.
They took him to the doctor because he felt so bad,
it was the worst tummy ache that he ever had,
and when they brought the medicine it was WAY TOO SWEET,
just a drink of water would be a great big treat,
so the itsy bitsy spider crawled up the water spout,
down came the rain,
and washed the spider out.
Out came the sun and dried up all the rain
and the itsy bitsy spider went up the spout again!

ok found that amusing.. came across it at http://teachers.net/lessons/posts/2559.html.

other than that, my saturday morning seems to be going well. i have inspirations for the music lessons plans!! about time loh. i have to get everything done by MONDAY! haha, thanks to aunty linda for some tips! haha.. if only next year i get attached at YOUR center! haha though not very likely, but hey! u never know...

[edit] heeyyy!! cogratulate me!! i completed my lessons plans!!!!!*BIG grinz*[/edit]

To the rest of my buddies, so good! having hols now! haha enjoy it while you can..=) enjoy e show later!! i promise i'll go out with you peeps sooN!!! SOON!! haha n jolyn!! u still owe me my bible and book!!!! kids shenenigans!! hahaha i shall order it soon... and see ya aLL!!! miss ya!!

Go UP, go DOWN

well well well, today is certainly an interesting day, if i do say so myself. To cut a long story short, much happened, and i certain hope it gets solved soon! To leen, dun worry girL!!!
haha yeah, went to ART FRIEND at bras pasar to get materials for our proj. and i tell you, i LOVE that place! i could practically feel my brain juices flowing as i passed each shelf and rack.. the colours, the papars, the cloths and more.. SIGH!! ok anway, we saw LOTS of boxes in the storeroom, n we wanted to ask if we could have them for our learning centers. yeah, we need LOTS of them to build, well build everything.. from the chairs to tables to shelves. YEPPP. but we saw loads outside the store, so beeling n i went digging for boxes while leen paid for our stuffs. haha we looked like those "karang guni" men, and pple kept staring at us the whole time! oh wadever! haha do in the end we got four huge boxes and more card boards too. Then when we carried it in front of us and walked in a straight row, we looked as though we are protesting against something loh!.haha but i found is such a funny episode. Shared a cab back and left all the stuff at leen's place.

Sigh, talking abt proj, i have to forgo all the other stuffs planned for my weekend!! *heaves a big sigh* no movie, no ys, no party. SIGH SIGH SIGH!!!!!!!! sorry to the pple out there, i can't make it! even though i initially thought i could. =/

AND the contemporary dance is FULL!!!! *wails* the lady called n told me today! so i can either join the ballet one or the full day symposium one. and after much consideration, i decided to give the symposium a miss, and ballet too. Cos i'm not really into ballet.. so they're gonna return the cheque.. oh well. i guess its all for the best!! considering the amount of work piling up up up!!

and my ankle is hurting AGAIN!!!!! argh!!! so annoying i tell you. like hello?? how long has it been already?? can u jus HEAL!?!?! argh. letme see.. feb-aug.. that would be 7 months!!!? =/ should i go see the chi phy again? but like so troublesome.. sigh.

ok- i shall stop sighing.

Busy, with a capital "B"

argh! my head hurts now.. i have SO SO MUCH to complete!! by this weekend, cos either they are due next week, or are due soon. And the work is endless! i'm kinda sick of it now actually.. i think i wont go for the movie on sat, and i'm thinking should i miss YS too anot.. and go home after Mission training..plus sunday's gonna be really packed as well! and there goes my time to complete any work. then more i think abt it, the more i think i shd do some sacrificing.. sigh! and i have no idea how am i going to do any work later on cos my mind is literally dead..
6 weeks to finish everything. I know it looks long. believe me, it isn't. and i really hate FP loh!!! well, on the brighter side, i did well for PQS test and the written assignment! =)

List
1. PQS grp
2. PQS pair
3. Math Learning Centre
4. Math individual
5. AW individual
6. AW grp(not yet but soon)
7. SVC grp
8. CDEV learning kit
9.DLE learning centre
10. MUSIC lesson plans!!!!!!!! *urgent*
11. FP test (quite soon)
12.PQS test (quite soon)
13. Math activity File

For You

I said a prayer for you today

and i know God must have heard,

I felt the answer in my heart

although He spoke no word.

I didn't ask for wealth or fame-

I knew you wouldn't mind-

I asked Him to send treasures

of a far more lasting kind.

I asked that He be near you

at the start of each new day,

To grant you health and blessings

and friends to share your way.

I asked for happiness for you

in all things great and small;

But it was for His loving care

I prayed the most of all!

Dance

dance is coming up sooN!! and i hope i can manage my time well... yeah, not going to miss it for the world! so yeah, i'll still go anyway. hmm, after all its just for three days, 6 hours in total only, and its for God. so why not right.. besides, it can be a way to de-stress.. dum dee dum dum.

projects are going to drive me nuts! going to.. not yet. but hopefully not soon. see?!! i'm not even making sense here!

a sigh of relief

*whew*
i passed. Thank God for his grace.

My mentor still gave A LOT of comments (which i don't really mind, cos it helps me to improve) but she alomost marked me down due to the classroom management thing. And frankly speaking, i think my classroom management is really bad. siGH!!!! oh well, now one down, one more to go (for this term) and another 2 more to go (for NEXT term). To a certain someone: Don't be disheartened, don't even think of giving up. Just take all of it as a learning experience! look on the bright side, u passed too!!

yeah.. so far so good. everything is great! I really should be rejoicing now shouldn't I? *thinks* and *nods* yepp.

*rejoices*

=)

argh!!! my annoying neighbour is BLASTING his karaoke!! as usual!! he really BLASTS it so LOUD loh. Thanks for being considerate. NOT. how am i supposed to concentrate?! thats y studying at home has its numerouos disadvantages. Not only does it have high noise levels at UNPREDICTABLE times of the day, there's always the television and computer to distract me from completing my work. Ok, the latter i can control. its all about discipline and setting my priorities straight. But all the BLASTING?? nopes! *shakes head* i should just go over to tell him to lower the volume!! argh!

okay, other than that, my work seems to be making smooth progress.. oH! my attachment assesment is tmr!! i had better pass this time round man.. *thinks* yeah, leave everything to God. *nods*

suddenly i feel like eating bee hoon. wait, i just ate that for lunch!!! oh well, i STILL feel like eating bee hoon. *chants* bee hoon! bee hoon!

church was great!! nothing new.. church has always been great. haha =)

there are times for everything.. so use ur TIME wisely.

To every thing there is a season,
and a time to every purpose
under the heaven.

A time to be born, and a time to die;
a time to plant,
and a time to pluck up that which is planted;

A time to kill, and a time to heal;
a time to break down, and a time to build up;

A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
a time to mourn, and a time to dance;

A time to cast away stones,
and a time to gather stones together;

A time to embrace,
and a time to refrain from embracing;

A time to get, and a time to lose;
a time to keep, and a time to cast away;

A time to rend, and a time to sew;
a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;

A time to love, and a time to hate;
a time of war, and a time of peace.

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

yepp!

summary

just ONE word.

"wow!"

what an amazing week!! full of the incredible UPS and the little downs.. yeah man!! leave everything to God!! =) i still can't believe the stuffs that has happened, but yeah, thank God for always being there. its great that i am finally able to go for the mission trip! And now all i have to get through are my project deadlines, endless assignments,(challenging ones too i might add) and not to mention the remaining couple of tests and written papers i have to sit before it's "finally over" for my first sem. but yeah, nothing is impossible. Just believe. =)
lastly, thank God for you. (and you, and you)

wasssuuppPPP!

*jumps*

weee!!!

*jumps*

i can go!!!!!

*jumps*

weeeeee!!

*jumps*

Praise the Lord!!!

hMmMm, jus a note

A river cuts through rock, not because of its power, but because of its persistence.
-Jim Watkins


well, come to think of it, studying seems like an easy job compared to what other teenagers our age are facing around the world. Famine, war, poverty..... and the list goes on. hmm, shouldn't we be thankful that we have a proper education?? haha talking is easy, yeah, just a thought.

so! when u are sick of studying, think. would u rather be starving, be without a home or sth.. or would u rather study? haha k this is like a bit irrelevant already.

so humans out there!! study!! you are not alone!! everyone has to go through the stressful studying periods.. and don't think it will end after each year. it gets worse. haha ok i'm not exactly helping here am i? hiak hiak...

Lamer Alert!!!

2nd post =)

intro: welcome!! The "Lame Lame" productions proudly presents a musical lame show!

Scene 1

All: Sing a song of sixpence
a party full of rye,
Four n twenty KITTY -CATS
baked in a pie
When the pie was open
the cats begin to sing
*MEOW MEOW PURR PuRR MEW*
Now wasn't that a dainty dish to set before the king??

Scene 2

King: (yells) WHO PUT THE KITTY-CATS INTO MY PIE?!?! bring me the cook at once!!!!
Cook: (frightened) i didn't do it!! they must have jumped into the pie when i wasn't looking!
The kitty cats sing: (to the tune of mary had a little lamb) we didn't mean to jump inside, jump inside, jump inside, we didn't mean to jump inside, it was so scary!!
Mommy cat: (wails) where are my kitty cats!?!?!??!!!!
Queen: (annoyed) Can u all just quit the noise and hurry up sing the right verses so i can eat my Sunshine bread and honey?!?!
Maid: (dances) ladidaaaa, i still have my pretty nose!!!

(exits)

hahaha. ok. got the inspiration from my text book. YES. my textbook. haha so much for inspiration for the music lessons.

n u have to know the full actual song to know what crap i was writing about.

And i realized that was so NONSENSICAL!! surprise surprise! ok, don't kick me when u see me ok.. HAHAHA.

haha

some 'things' just can't be explained.. =)

P.S. i got the highway code book from Eava! haha shall start to study it soon!! can't wait to learn man! though it looks as though there's A LOT to learn.. but i'm interested! so that is what counts right.. haha not going for classes.. save money. so i need all the help i can get!! =)

[add] www.dancecollective.net

anyone wants to join?? registration extended til 3 sept!! haha i wanna join! i am joining.. only a matter of choosing WHICH dance.. contemporary? hip hop?? musical theatre?? jazz?
[/add]

The other F Word

F also = Failure.

yep. i totally screwed up the art assessment today.

[shan't elaborate it here]

like "hello geri?!?" how can u even fail it?! its so easy!!
sigh, so much for the effort put in. i have to admit, i was feeling rather useless..

i think there has been too many good things happening to me, so this failure thing is something to balance it out. hAHA. BIG joke. wad nonsense, geri, u trying to console yourself?!?! well, i almost passed, if that is something to be glad about..

On the otherhand, at least i'm given another chance, which is already something to be thankful for. Furthermore, its NOT the end of the world.. God is not gonna like judge us on our grades in school right.. besides, we have to be "positive in the face of trials!" and may this be a learning experience for me... to improve and become better.. be it being a teacher or character wise..

crosses fingers

i HATE the F word.

F for Fear. its plain stupid man. arhh.

anyway,geri chants:

pls allow.pls allow.pls allow.pls allow.pls allow.
pls allow.pls allow.pls allow.pls allow.pls allow.
pls allow.pls allow.pls allow.pls allow.pls allow.

PLEASE ALLOW!!!!!

[edit] and why oh why must they shift our holidays UP?!?! like, first u took away one week of hols.. then u are going to take away another MONTH of holiday?! excuse me!!?? of all the years!! ugh!! (k i know very drama, but i cant help it!!!) i SO HATE the shift in the semester year!!! *wails* [/edit]

The Secret Cavern

Underneath the boardwalk, way, way back,
There's a splendid cavern, big and black-
If you want to get there you must crawl
Underneath the posts and steps and all
When i've finished paddling, there i go-
None of all the other children know!

There i keep my treasures in a box-
Shells and coloured glass and queer-shaped rocks,
In a secret hiding place i've made,
hollowed out with clamshells and a spade,
Marked with yellow pebbles in a row-
None of all the other children know!

... Margret Widdemer

what a great day with great weather! nice *pitter patter* of the raindrops.. plenty of reminiscence, plenty of smiles..

thinking...

i'm in such a sentimental mood now.. listening to those kind of music makes it worse..haha.

I so dread going to school again...

i rather do something else.. like.. haHa nvm. only bev knows..

The Mission

To love the Lord our God is the heartbeat of our mission-

The spring from which our service overflows.

Across the street, all around the world

The mission's still the same-

To proclaim & live the truth in Jesus's name.

isn't it funny how when u are enjoying yourself, time seems to fly by? i'm like halfway through my holidays and somehow i don't feel as though i have accomplished as much as i wanted to. YET. But thankfully to God, my week has been much blessed with laughter and joy.

and i am in such a thoughtful mode now..

before i forget,

Happy Birthday LauYing!!!

there are so many August babies! haha

what a great day!!

k the great day was referring to sunday..haha. but tdy's not too bad too.. brief update on sunday:
i finally went to sunday sch. not too bad! =) then we learned sign language on "WE ARE FAMILY" song.. had lunch b4 going to chris's place to study.. supposed to go cycling, but due to the weather, i din go in the end. Can't say i did much work.. there was simply no MOOD to study.. plus rainy weather just makes u wanna sleep. haha i only read through one set of pathetic notes.. but oh well. i'll read the rest during this week..

Lesson implementation was good! haha at least no children fell asleep. haha! oh know wad?! my neighbour saw me.. n we were like chatting (in chinese) for convenience, i'll type in english..

her: wah! u fat already arh?
me:err... haha
her: ur cheeks so fat!
me:(laughing) orh.. ( now i really feel lyk a hamster loh!)
her: ur throat got problem ar?
me: err, sort of la..
her: do u have that condition that causes u to make noise when u breathe?
me: (blur already) huh? wad noise, wad breathe?
her: called "hikoo" (k i dunno how to sp)
me:????? ( i told her i dunno. unless its in english.)
her: u have to learn sooner or later wad. u chinese right..
me: hur hur..
her: called "ed-mun" (tts how she sounded)
me:HUH? got condition call ed-mun meh???
her: got
me:(after a while..) oh! asthma ar??
her: oh YAH.
me: oH! "xiao chuan" lah..
her:tts in chinese lah..
me:aiyoh.. then hikoo is wad?
her: in fu jian hua..

haha cant she just say in chinese? i was like, wad ed mun wad hikoo??! hahahah...

OH!! Athel was telling me of this christian dance workshop thing on sept!! anyone wanna go??? its 30 for three days.. and 65 for more or sth lidat.. haven got the details yet.. but its fuN!! JOIN JOIN JOIN!!!!!! haha

sigh

i just hate last minute plans. SIGH. oh well... everything happens for a reason right.. yeah.
-k i shouldn't complain and complain over such things cos i'm already better off then a lot of other people.*nods*

on the brighter side, tmr is sunday! yay!!!! i find myself constantly looking forward to sundays.. and saturdays for that matter. Not only cos there's no school, but there's church!! wuahahaha

and my holidays are here! yay. i can study all i want. haha like real. i'll do my fair share of studying, but of course i'll play hard too! though my work list is twice as long as my fun list. nvm!! =) prob cycle in the evening with lauying n eileen. hope we can play basketball too! my free ball in collecting dusts man. heh heh. i DO hope i can remember how to cycle! i know, once u learn how to ride, u can't forget.. but i dun ride it well. haha quit laughing already will you!!

and sorry eileen, cos of me u couldn't go for Y.S today. Next week okok?? =)

a pinkie day

first of all, before i start, just wanna say to my bestie:

Happy Birthday to you, Beverley!!!!

haha yay u r FINALLY 18!!! getting old already.. =)

well, today was a fine fine day. Test cannot ruin it! =) so happy!! the tests were OKAY.. so its over, don't wanna think abt it!!

haha. u know what??! jas n i seem to wear the same colours or pattern everytime!! most of the time, anyway. and we never planned it! haha telepathy..

today is a pink pink day too...





all the pink wear..haha!!

ooH! thanks bev for getting the pants for me!! haha i simply can't resist a discount!! =)

it became a good day...

that christopher told me the ending of "the village"!!!!

i am so going to SMACK him!!! *argh*!!!!!!! chris, if u r going on fri, watch out.....

haha. i still feel so ARGH!!! so wasted, now it totally ruin the show!! *wails* like, thanks a lot man!!! k i know i a bit over drama la, but of ALL people, chris telling the ending makes it worst!!!

anyway, went to do a make-up for my attachment, and nearly got another headache!! man, i think my level of noise tolerance have to increase, if not i'll "die" soonr or later...

was so so sleepy after that!! my eye lids were like closing.. and i was contemplating going home to sleep instead of going to bedok lib. to study.. haha. but after stepping out of the train and feeling the heat, i decded that no way was i going to sleep n study under those horrifying conditions! its not made for humans!! haha kk i very DRAMA tdy, bear with me please.. so went to lib in the end.. and i tell u, 987 kept playing the "catwoman" ad, and it made me think of chris and his stupid cat fight joke (at yana's bbq LONG ago) and i started to laugh n laugh!!!! non-stop!! and there was this guy n girl next to me who kept looking at each other, then at me, then smiling and laughing..AT ME! haha fine.. maybe they thought i was laughing due to the radio or sth. either that or they thought i was really bonkers. who cares.. haha. Then!! thinking of tt reminded me of chris and his "scary movie 2" joke.. (bev, the graduation song one) and i started laughing all over again! this time the girl took her notes to cover her face. i did the same. i was SHAKING loh from all the laughing. i was trying to think of sad serious things, but failed terrible. Tried taking a deep breath but it made me laugh harder. everytime i take a DEEP DEEP breath i will laugh even before i finish inhaling. HAHAHAHHAHA.. total madness. i FINALLY calmed down.. for the rest of the study session. to think i was all alone..=)

my 2 final test tmr b4 my 1 week break!! haha completed most in the lib, left with 2.. going to study after this..

ooh! i recognize this girl frm KY in S'pore idol top 100!! ooh congrats to her! =)

y busybusy

I'm back!!! been kinda busy during the 3 days break.. like the time i spent at home are like so little! Sunday was fun and enjoyable! i initially wanted to go home after service, but then decided to join the ZGMights to East Coast to break the balloon record thingy. haha so funny.. Then went to Vic's place to catch the last episode of "double hapiness".. and stayed there like forever.. HAHAHA..

k went to NDP tdy.. it was really nice! but the journey home was super long.. spent an hour plus jus making our way to the rain statioN!! and i think i'll stop here..

b4 i forget
Happy Birthday Aunty Ulfah!!!

i Got a Dog!!

haha, NOT.

Friday was fun!! NP had a fun fair! and i was trying to use up my $5 coupon wisely. Bought a really bright coloured dress! =) The food stalls weren't that fantastic, so headed over to the games stall. In the end, Eileen managed to get tickets and she went to sit this ride with me. And i was so scared i'll FLY off that i gripped the bars so tightly! haha my arms are aching from all the swinging and bumping!! Eileen has bruises too! But all in all, it was really fun! And that ride itself was $5. haha!

Eileen still had another set of tickets, so we ended up playing some "throw the ball into the cup" game. Won the dog, and she gave it to me.. haha Thank you!! =) Jas was asking me to name it and it so happened that i sneezed at that moment. hence, her name. Ah-choo!! a lil' lame, haha.

And I'm finally back frm Eileen's place. haha spent like almost two days there, just doing our project. Slept at 3! And Jas n beeling came quite late.. ha they were supposed to come at 10:00 initially, then it slowly got pushed back hour by hour, till thy finally came at 13:30. Seriously, we took SO LONG to write a 4 page report!! my brain switched off somewhere during the early evening. well, on a lighter note, its just 15%!! well at least its 95% done,just left with our referencing. =) WHEW!!

The holidays are coming!! and i wanna do so much!
(1)Sentosa
(2)Cycle
(3)Kayak
(4)Read-Order of the Phoenix
(5)Get started on a cross-stitch (kena influence by ying)

The first three are TOP priority. =) anyone wanna join me??

I WANNA SEE FIREWORKS TMR!!! can't find pple! *wails*

=)

my left eye was soo irritated to tday, cos of the lens. And i was tearing in the train, and pple thought i was crying. This is the second time it happened this week kay!! anyway, i was rolling my eye trying to sooth my eye when the lens popped out. and i was like, oh NO!!!!!!! so i held onto it til clementi. Met irliyana(how do u sp her name?!) who told me to use water first, in case the lens hardens. so i did. ( I KNOW U CANT USE WATER) but no choice, put in first..but it was so so uncomfortable!! less than a min later, i took it out.. ran to the CO-OP hoping the uncle at the specs shop could lend me their solution. it was Not opened yet!! i was like, AHH!!!! then lau ying went like, "i have wad...." haha fine, Thanks girl! u saved my lens!!

HAHA! laughed so much today.. nth unusual. We were writing sumary on PUSS IN BOOTS in class, then Jas was doing the writing, she was like, how to spell boots? B-U-T-T-S arh?? That got me laughing.. HAHAHAH. so cute.. =) puss in butts. heehee

Got the ok to stay at Eileen's hse tmr.. rushing like "mad" for CDEV man.. finally passed up one assignment tdy, and received another 2. YAY.

BUT!!! i'm in such a sing song mood today...

*and geri sings*

--- wad is wrong with that jelly man!?! giving me a WEIRD after taste. eek. ---

don't u jus hate CERTAIN games bev????

jus for fun

2nd post

Put an X next to the option you identify
yourself with..

[x] I wish I was a different ethnicity. (rarely)
[ ] I have an eating disorder.
[x] I am short.
[ ] I am tall.
[ ] I think I'm really attractive.
[ ] I prefer winter over summer.
[ ] I am a geek.
[x] I am a shopaholic.
[x] I am reasonably intelligent.
[ ] I am attracted to girls.
[x] I am attracted to boys...
[ ] I like British accents.
[ ] I smoke regularly.
[ ] I smoke socially.
[ ] I drink socially.
[ ] I drink regularly.
[ ] I get drunk easily.
[ ] I do drugs.
[ ] I will never date a bad kisser.
[ ] I've lied to avoid kissing them again.
[ ] I brush my hair at least 50 times a night.
[?] I am religious. (define religious)
[x] I am not religious but have morals.( hmm)
[ ] I lie frequently.
[x] I am impulsive.
[x] I am hardworking.
[x] I liked Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless
Mind
[ ] She's All That is one of my favourite
movies.
[ ] I am good at History.
[x] I speak more than two languages.
[x] I enjoy taking pictures.
[x] I like spending money on myself.
[x] I like spending money on others.
[ ] I have a regular income.
[ ] I earn money on a job-by-job basis.
[ ] I pay my own bills.
[x] I rely on my parents for money.
[x] I can cook.
[ ] I enjoy cleaning.
[ ] Tidyness is a must in my life.
[ ] I like clutter.
[ ] My idea of good music is Britney Spears.
[ ] I have heard of Blonde Redhead.
[ ] I enjoy Blonde Redhead.
[x] I am fashion-conscious.
[x] I have good taste.(hah!)
[x] People tell me I have good taste. (not everyone though)
[x] I excel academically.
[x] I am told I have yet to fulfill my potential
[ ] I am good at sports. ( well... technically in some )
[x] I am good at certain sports.
[ ] I couldn't do sports to save my life.
[x] I am creative.
[ ] I am artistically inclined.
[ ] I want to be an artist when I grow up.
[ ] I want to be an engineer when I grow up.
[x] I eat when I'm upset.(actually, i eat AT THE TIME)
[ ] I cannot adapt to change.
[ ] I am interested in politics.
[ ] I have shoplifted.
[x] download MP3s.
[x] have done underage drinking.
[ ] have gone underage clubbing.
[x] can dance reasonably well.
[ ] I can dance extremely well.
[x] dance like a cardboard gorilla.(haha!)
[x] can sing.
[x] I sing like someone stepped on my foot.
[x] I can swim.
[ ] I enjoy surveys.
[x] I enjoy surveys when I'm bored.
[x] I keep a journal.
[ ] My teachers don't like me.
[x] I enjoy controversy.
[ ] I can be a bitch/bastard.
[x] I have a thing for bad boys/girls.
[ I have tattoos.
[ ] I've been in a nudist colony.
[ ] I'm not sure if I want to have children.
[ ] I'm not sure if I'll get married.
[ ] I know who I will marry.
[x] Someone has a crush on me.
[x] I am interesting.
[x] I am a good liar.
[x] pple enjoy talking to me.
[x] I annoy people from time to time.
[ ] I am a born leader.
[ ] I am a born leader but shouldn't lead.
[ ] I've snuck out of the house.
[ ] I enjoy felching. (wad's this?)
[ ] I have a foot fetish.
[ ] I have a shoe fetish.
[ ] I watch Sex And The City.
[x] I don't think Sarah Jessica Parker is pretty
[ ] I want to be J Lo.
[ ] cut myself.
[ ] I have cut myself.
[x] I hate people who pretend to be suicidal.
[ ] I hate popular people.
[x] I think cheerleading is a sport.
[ ] I am photogenic.
[ ] I live in Chucks.
[x] I think graffiti is art.
[ ] I have dated a criminal.
[ ] I have been cheated on.
[ ] I have cheated on someone.
[x] I have a temper.
[x] like playgrounds.
[ ] I dance in the rain.
[ ] I am obsessed with Shakespeare.
[x] I have tanlines.
[x] My favourite color is pink.
[ ] My favourite color is black.
[ ] I would classify myself as emo. (wha'ts EMO?!)
[x] I am musically inclined. ( a lil)
[x] I like listening to music.
[ ] I like music-blasting cars.
[ ] Thongs are comfortable.
[x] I like flip-flops.

luv it

i just lurve my fisherman pants!! (even if some thought it was weird)

went down to SP to meet bev for lunch, and i couldn't find the place! surprise surprise... haha. but yeah, finally reached the destination.. tired and relieved. Had a quick lunch and bev brought me to the opto. lab where jov n pamela n others were doing some thing. haha it was really cool man! all those equipment... suddenly i wish i was studying optometry too..

bev and i were talking.. and i think bev's jelly is good! mine on the other hand is not so yummy.. right bev???

rushing projects like MAD now. well, not really MAD, but can feel the pressure & hear the clock ticking. *tick tock* *tick tock* (see??!?!!!)

Read finish "a Child called it" and i tell you, i feel so mad just reading the book. its about this unstable mother who abused her son. And the things she did to him are so unbelievable! E.g She made him eat his baby brother's faeces, eat back his own vomit, starved him till he had to steal food, made him throw up everyday to make sure he wasn't getting food in school.. that kind of thing!! the horrors! its a true story btw, and it was the third worst case of child abuse in the whole state of California.. I was like so angry at the mother, for doing this to her own flesh and blood. angry at the dad, for NOT doing anything to help the son! so useless!!! argh!!! and just plain angry. yeah, at a book. don't roll your eyes.. n i was almost tearing when i realized i didn't have tissues with me, and in case the pple around me thought i was mad. Laughing by myself is bad enough kay. ha.

mixed

some pple are so selfish!!! heard abt the incident in Paraguay where the owner, in the event of a fire, did not want his customers to get out cos they have not paid for their purhases. So he asked his staff to lock the doors.. trapping the people and killing them. how completely idiotic!! like, who in the world would care about not paying??!! their lives mean more to them!! and because of YOU, many have lost their lives. i hope you're happy! argh!!!

onto better news!


HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO YANA dear!!!!!!!!miss ya!!

ok, though i doubt she'll see this.. but still..

ok, tdy went fine, we had lunch at Al- Lameen!! haha i lurve that place.. it has GREAT food!! yummy.. Debbie n angela ordered ice cream prata!! so good kay!!!







n ya, took a pic b4 going back for our lecture.. killing time u see =)

Got released early!! haha..on e way home, took more photos..









Three more days to the weekend!!

Tired Tired Tired

Today=tired+headache+red eyes

Imagine hearing chilldren scream and scream and run all around you, crying here and there. If you don't get a headache, well, you're good.

*shudders* the screaming was like so painful to the ears! ouch. to make matters worse, i was so famished, i wanted to eat up the kids lunch kay. haha. of course i didn't.

so after the long wait, i deided to treat myself to a satisfying lunch at MOS. Was like some zombie the whole day.. reached school, and heard from my fren's class that there was no need to implement any Math lesson after all!! ARGH!!! i implemented it TODAY!! *rolls eyes* the lecturer told us "so early" right.. but we can implement it if we can.. so thankfully the lesson took really quick too. so its not that bad..

Can't remember what the lecturers were about. decided to amuse myself with my camera. Took this during FP, with Ulfah.

the camera was in my bag, as u can see. haha.
Then went for Maths class, and i decided to have fun with the manipulatives.
created this face- Shaiful made another face..
haha nth better to do.

The three of us..
lying on the floor..




waiting in the canteen after class to go home..

the end. HMM.. maybe i'll use pictures more often. haha.. i'm back to my camera mode..

dance performance in athel's church

the dance performance was nice.. i finally got to see the YWAM's version of "Now's the time" Athel's choreography was nice too!! her dance is so full of grace..=)

went to IKEA for dinner!! i jus lurve their meatballs. yummilicious...mmm Mmm!!

haha.. i really lurve the weekends man.. not looking forward to mondays at all.. really dislike F.P now.. blahz.

i finally got the TV to wokr in my room! so yippeee.. i have a tv in my room!!! so happy..

Extroverted (E) 74.29% Introverted (I) 25.71% Sensing (S) 52.5% Intuitive (N) 47.5% Feeling (F) 63.89% Thinking (T) 36.11% Judging (J) 54.29% Perceving (P) 45.71% Your type is: ESFJ You are a Supporter, possible professions include - nurse, social worker, caterer, flight attendant, bookkeeper, medical/dental assistant, exercise physiologist, elementary school teacher, minister/priest/rabbi, retail owner, officer manager, telemarketer, counselor, special education teacher, merchandise planner, credit counselor, athletic coach, insurance agent, sales representative, massage therapist, medical secretary, child care provider, bilingual education teacher, professional volunteer.

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hmm well, OK..hahaha

going to start reading- "a child called it" soon.. gonna be really sad book. i think..

la di Daa

[edit] ok i remember wad i wanted to blog abt.

Jas & i were in the library during our super long 3 hour break. So we were sitting on those couches. I was on the floor lah. Then this guy came n plonked himself so HARD onto the chair, it made some loud noise! Then after a while, he was like, "qing wen xian zai she me shi zian?" (k i cant recall the EXACT words, but same meaning lah) and his articulation was seriously BAD with a capital B. he was like mumbling.. i could hear him lah. so i'll say the conversation here.

jas: "har?"
guy: "erm, what's the time now?"
me: "12.45"
guy: "ok thank you"
Me: "welcome"
guy: "what course u guys studying in?"
Me to jas: "u tell him"
jas: "oh ech.."
guy: (sth abt us having no class)
jas: having break
guy: wad time u guys end?
jas:5
(after a while)
guy: wo ke yi ren shi ni ma? (to jas, obviously. cos i dun recall hearing a "ni men")
jas: har???
guy: er, can i make frens with you?
jas: har???
(TOLD u he has serious speaking problems)
me: LAUGHS N LAUGHS (cos jas cant hear wad the guy is saying)
 then i think jas finally heard him. then she din answer. and i obviously ignored him. after a while he asked again. Jas told hi she's attached then asked him to ask me. wth!! haha like, "thanks" ar. of course he didn't.. hAHa

And there was this PIG who went around the library taking photos of girls using his camera phone. such a sickening pervert!! doesn't he disgusts you?! Jas n i kept laughing at him.. stupid fat pig! actually, calling him a pig would be insulting pigs. cos pigs r cute and this guy certaintly wasn't cute. like EWW. n i think he was trying to take jas's pic.. haha we covered our faces like super OBVIOUS on purpose.. then decided to get out of the library.. "dangerous" place.. hAHHA.[/edit]

 
yay!! the weekend is here!! although i'll be so busy..
did this quiz..like WHAT!?!?! beeR?! haha ok fine.

I taste like Alcohol. Heh. Heh. I taste like beer. I like beer. Buy me a beer. I'm not drunk, I can drink plenty without... What was I saying? Beer. What Flavour Are You?

Busy busY

Eileen's back!! haha.. and she got me so much goodies! there's this really yummy choc that has real coffee beans in them! she got me my STARBURSTS!! 4 packets in total!! haha shall get her sth to thank her..
THANK YOU EILEEN!!!!

other than that, i finally balanced that horrid accounting question from last week.

And i'm super busy. All packed for this weekend.

and that's projects for you...haha
ladidaa..

I-Robot

Caught the movie with chris today. It was great! haha personally, i liked it. Hmm, maybe a 3.5/5 rating for it??



Right. So i have relaxed.

Back to completing my work.

ARGHH!

what a freaking screwed day...!!!!

like, what is your freaking problem?!?!

i love my friends

haha was talking to chris jus now.. realized that i haven't been doing lots of catching up with my sec sch friends lately.. well, we crapped and laughed throughout the whole conversation... and chris if u r reading this, ITS NOT BRACELET!!! its called braces!! and i DO NOT wear it already kay.. haha. hey pass me the lyrics to "wu ding" so we can duet next time!! bev!! lets go KTV soon. Or Sentosa. which seems a better idea to ya? hehheh.. i know u'll want Sentosa...

hahaha, i feel so blessed to have such great pple around me.. *happy sigh*

This is going to be a good week. I'm full of optimism!! :)

stoning again..

why does the weekends ALWAYS pass so fast?! and the week take extremely long to go through?? its not jus me right? hah.

went for service, then headed to joy's hse to study. I spent AGES on one pathetic accounting question, and STILL couldn't balance it! argh. but thanks to Vic who helped me lots, and cy too. =)

Stoning is BAD.. i was dreaming in the bus on the way home and i MISSED my stop by THREE bus-stops!! *bangs head* BLUR!!!! sheesh, so i crossed and took the next bus back..

countdown to saturday: 6 more days

haha ok, tt was EXTREME..

i miss Yana loads! :/

Dazed

didn't take an MC, rather, the doctor didnt gimme one.. so went to school today. NOT that i'm complaining.

Was like, 20 minutes late!! sheesh, and i realized i totally forgot to do my accounting tutorial when i left the house! haha managed to complete it in the train.. after accounting, lessons were practically a blur. i literally dazed throughout the rest of the day! Wanted to go home after lunch, but decided i would mark my attendence before leaving. haha, my not-so-brilliant plan failed me (due to unforeseen circumstances) and i had to stay back for a much longer time! Cos the teacher decided not to mark my class's attendence til like our break. So by the time i had my break, i made-up my mind to sit through the whole lecture. Which by the way, i was so not paying attention to. i sat right at the back (first time) and listened to my radio. [bad geri] The lecture was so boring!! everyone thinks so too, sigh!

yah, so the medication was starting to kick in, and i was so drowsy that i closed my eyes for certain brief moments.. it was good.. :) [to the young children out there, pls don't learn from me] haha. and so i walked out of the lecture without learning anything, and my knowledge of how to design learning environments not any higher too. i SHALL attempt to read my textbook.

i have lots of work to complete!! By hook or by crook, i MUST get it done by this weekend.

weird. I'm MAd

it amazes me how i'm able to use tissues at such an alarming rate. *gosh* I specially brought three packets with me today..

sigh, i'm so relieved the day is over, and i can just rest. free my mind from all the thinking.. Met my mum at the 85 market for dinner. So i ordered some mixed vegetable rice. Was on my second spoon when some disgusting little beetle landed on my food! like eww. my mum reached out to squish the bug, in MY FOOD!!! like, not in my FOOD!!!! so i picked up the dead creature, and flicked it away. Of course i didn't throw the whole plate of food away, i just remover that portion that was contaminated. Uggh. And the chicken was so NOT chicken. hello!? i ordered chicken, NOT bones!! And the bones were like so sharp it almost cut me!! i think that particular chicken was like, starved or something. No meat at ALL!

went to the doctor, and she was doing all the usual check-up. And i suddenly felt the urge to laugh. And guess what? i did. ok, i'm mad. I think the virus is affected my sanity. thankfully, the tablets were tiny. whew. can't imagine the agony i have to go through if the tablets are like humongous.

and my mum was like, "u got bf already right?!"

Like, NO! Mad arh?! then she added," then y u everyday wear so nice? not show bf show who?!"

-_____________-!!!!

wad's wrong with wearing nice? that does not show anything! no link to having a bf at all!! weird...but  i told her that if i do have one, she'll know. i mean, no point keeping these sort of things a secret. But i'm happy being single now. =)

Eileen leaving for Australia tmr!! ahh!! =) asked her to get me my "Star Bursts"

so yah, on medication, so not going anywhere...

oh! remember the Myers-Briggs quiz that i insisted that i was not a J? turns out, the second time's results were the EXACT one i received today. The actual one. FINE> i now agree that i am a J. FINE.... hahaha. so i was wrong. so i'm an ENFJ!

Horrid Flu

*blows nose*

groans. i hate my nose! sheesh. my throat is sore, i feel cold, my nose is blocked, my neck is stiff, my head feels heavy.. i'm so falling sick! its only a matter of time. i need water. I need water. i need rest.

*blows nose*

School was like, SIGH today. Went all the way to tear and paste paper. sigh. headed to Alameen(however u spell it) to have dinner with Jas & Vince before deciding to take 66 home. BIG mistake. The ride seemed endless!!  it was such a long long, and did i say long? journey home, and i was freezing! was blowing my nose the whole time, and on the verge of running out of tissues. it was freezing cold!! and of all the days, i decided to take out my jacket out of my bag. wonderful, isn't it? how toot can u get geri? sigh.

*blows nose*

Long day tmr, better build up on my resistence and health. I hate falling sicK. who doesn't?! argh!! my stupid nose! its going to affect my ears soon, u see if it doesn't.

*blows nose*

what is it with YOU? rrrrrrrr.....

*blows nose*

 

Lives in Me!!

i love the Planet Shakers album..!! ok, i now i'm really laggin. haha.
 
Jas bought -hello panda- biscuits and it was LAO HONG. so we went bak to change, ask for a new one. Turns out, the new one was also lao hong. So we asked to change for yet another one. Sarah was like, "Quan bu dou lao hong de" . so in the end, jas got another flavour..haha i was too busy laughing. *no surprise* so that was interesting...
 
i dun wanna go sch for a pathetic hour! and tt pathetic hour doing senseless things totally unrealated to that module, and then go home. -____-
 
too bad i can't skip. sigh. hey i'm a good girl ok.
 
and my lecturer's slides are so boring!! All black and white, with Times New Roman font! EEE!!! ugly font.. haha. i hate times new roman.... what the slides need are colour!!! there's no pictures, jus endless slides with endless amount of words!! argH!!! and its the two most important and heavy subjects too! ok, i'll shuduuppp.
 
can't wait for the weekend!!
 
*I want to let the whole world know that Jesus Lives in me!!!
 
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Maahi Ve

Surprisingly, i had no monday blues today! and i reached my centre 15 minutes early. So a great way to start of the day. Thankfully, my headache had cleared by then.
 
This is way cool. The children had combined music lessons. And guess what?! They were watching the "Kal Ho Naa Ho"-Maahi Ve music video and they were singing and dancing to it!! so adorable man!! turns out the K2's are preparing for their end-yr concert. haha! they are following some parts of the video.. so CUTE!!!
 
ok. the rest of the day was normal..
 
turns out i have to change a lot of my lesson plans.. not detailed enough.. hmm.

Real early sunday morning

*yawn*

woke up really early today, to head down to yoke sam's church to observe Rachel. i still think the idea is weird. But too bad they are only free on sundays and also because Eileen has to leave for Aus this fri..
so we were supposed to meet at chua chu kang at 830, but Ys only came at 9. so we took some shuttle bus.. her two daughters were really lovely! so sweet! and Rachel has no stranger anxiety at all!! kept making noises and smiling!! k, thats no her, obviously. haha but i jus wanted a baby picture..

Then!! on the bus, we realize something. All the folksin the bus spoke CHINESE!!!! even the children!! Eil n me were like, are we going for the chinese service?? turns out, we were! oh no!! my chinese is bad.. how am i going to understand?!

so it wasn't that bad. i could read the words to the songs, and undertood a bit of he sermont. oh!! they are having the 40 Days of Purpose too! haha..

went home and slept til 5. i was THAT tired. either that or i'm jus a pig.

tired eyes

lazed around at home b4 going to the library to check out some art books. not really helpful, i think i shall not rely on them. So headed to church where i managed to complet one lesson plan. doing all the other stuff tmr. No mood today. 

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weplayed "shift" tdy! haha i was like so excited during the game.. madness. but i thought it was fun. haha :)
 
had to leave early, met my mum for dinner...
 
have to get up really early tmr!! to go to yok sum's church to observe Rachel for our CDEV project. so since jas n beeling went to her hse last wk, Eileen n me will observe her in a more unfamiliar setting. to cut a long story short, tmr is the only time we can observe. Then now jas says she cant meet ue. So she expcets Eil n me to go by ourselves?! she is the one lsoe to yok sum!! argh. we so lack planning right..
 
ladiladidaaa...

River of Stars

what a great day!! Firstly, its because its a friday! yay! and secondly, i had fun during lecture(playing) and i got my cd at long last!!
 
I've been wanting to get "River of Stars" (by 2002)ever since i heard it during Belinda's lecture last year! It a really fantastic new age album! its heavenly and Enya-like, simply melodious and music to the soul!! perfect for relaxation.. 
 
so anyway, i went to HMV to check it out and guess what?! It costs $29.90! almost thirty bucks! i was expecting something much cheaper. So i was disappointed, and did not get the cd till today. There was this Bazaar going on at school, and Eileen told me they were selling the album. so i went to check it out. Asked the price, and TA-DA!! it was selling at $19.70!! i got it immeadiately. And after that, Athel came and bought Pachelbel! its yet another fantastic new age album tt Belinda played last semester! (furthermore, this album is hard to find already) i love that Canon in D piece! probably use it during my wedding or something.. so we agreed to lend each other our newly "prized collection". soon after, more friends from ECH came and saw the "River of Stars" and all of them were going "ooH" and"ahh". No kidding. haha... but none of them bought it.
 
Lecture was quit boring. Correction, very boring! Thankfully the morning tutorials were not too bad. Financial Management is getting interesting! so during our lecture breaks, i taught them the "current" game, and "007 bang!" game. tricia had laughing fits! but it was really fuN!! so we amused ourselves til the break was over. :)
 
Have to head down to the library tomorrow.. and start on my work ASAP!!

MBTI quiz

cooL.. i learnt more abt the quiz today. Remember some of you took the quiz tt time? haha, well i have yet to find out my results from today's quiz, (find out only next week). we had to pay 26 bucks for the test, and we in turn receive a booklet on it.. the actual cost was 30!! but since the teacher told us it was 26, we didn't have to pay the extra 4 buckaroos. so anyway, we cannot take the questions home. not allowed. so After getting the results, the papers would be collected, and burned. well, according to my lecturer tt is. HAHA. but its different from the online one, though the questions are somewhat similiar. So i took it last time, and i was an ESFP.
i took it again, for fun jus now, and i am an ENFJ!!

what!?! i am not a J!! So not a J. i'll post them both here.

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ENFJ - "Persuader". Outstanding leader of groups. Can be aggressive at helping others to be the best that they can be. 2.5% of total population.

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E=Extraversion I=Introversion
S=Sensing N=iNtuition
T=Thinking F=Feeling
J=Judging P=Perceiving

Judging is like, decisive pple.

so anyway, can't wait to know the results. haha! later different from both!! but i'm definatley an E. S & N are moe balanced. I'm definately an F. and i'm not a J!!! hahaha ok i'll give it a rest.

lets see next week then..the more accurate, more expensive quiz..

oh yah! let me share abt this Myers-Briggs thing. ECH pple reading this, pls bear with me. haha. Its by a mother and daughter, and its based on swiss psychiatrist Carl Jung's theories..erm, sth abt different behaviour resulting from ppl's inborn tendencies to use their minds in diff ways. Hmm-

So theres four sections. Namely E and I. S and N. F and T. J and P. u know what the letter mean lah, its shown above.

So the E & I are our "Energy Source"
S and N are how we take in information.
T and F are based on how we make decisions. and lastly,
J and P are on our lifestyles.

i still say i am not a J!!! oh wadever!!!!

Mean Girls

Wad a relaxed day!! finally went to watch -Mean Girls!

the movie was not too bad, but some parts were really terrible! The things humans can do.. though some parts were really hilarious! anyway, it was nice meeting SC,Tatia & Saphira again.. =)



Well, Tatia had to leave after the ovie to meet her friends, and Sapphira left after we ate some desserts. So had dinner with SC. oh yarh, saw some sec sch pple like Ken & Faizal n they couldn't recognize me!! i felt dumb waving at them and they weren't waving back, giving me the "who are you?" look, til like almost a full 10 seconds later. or maybe lesser than tt. HAH!

and i finally watched "a walk to rememebr" yest, practically cried my eyes out. haha, k stop laughing, or rolling your eyes...

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Dance lessons

*2nd post*

Eileen, Athel, Sarah and me are SO SO SO going to join StudioWu. i have to convince them to balance time btw dance n school though. haha. check it out: www.studiowu.com

and i took this from there:

West End (new class) : It concentrates on style, technique, formation & use of props. Great for classrooms as well as on stage. Each polished dance is packed with character, sensuality & dynamic flare.

Club Jazz (new class) : A combination of club, latin & hip hop dancing moves. A fun class that will make you want more!

Boogie All Day -B.A.D (new class) : Boogie your way down with this groovy retro music that will surely bring you many memories like the "Grease", "Austin Power" and "Saturday Night Fever". With a combination of movements of old kool hip hop & a twist of rock & roll. Boogie your way all day!

Girls' Hip Hop (new class) : Sassy Hip Hop moves with soulful rhythm that will get your butt rocking hard. Get a taste of head swaying, body rolls and body poppin' all roll into one in this class. Wanna sweat it out with the gals? All gutsy guys are welcome.

Club Dance: Make a statement when you go clubbing! This class is specially created for people who wants to increase their movement vocabulary when going out dancing at clubs and parties. No partner is required and it is a great workout that enhances creativity while dancing cutting edge moves as seen in clubs. Groove along to the latest disco music and make a difference when you step onto the platform next time!

J/K Pop Jam:Speak no Japanese or Korean but dance those cool, funky steps in another essence. A combination of street funk and hip hop similar to styles seen in music video clips for Da Pump, H.O.T, Shinhwa, etc. Jam yourself into the latest J & K pop craze!

Hip Hop: Hip hop originally evolved out of street and break dancing moves. A funky dance class taught to the latest funk, rap and R & B music. Our hip hop culture is strongly characterized by its vigorous athletics and bouncy style. Sweat it out!


Latin Jazz: Latin jazz combines jazz techniques with flamboyant Latin movements. Each class attempts to bring out different flavours of salsa, samba, cha cha, mambo, flamenco and other flashy dance routines. A fun class that will spice you up.

Street Jazz:An extremely fun class where you can pick up energetic moves from the latest pop music videos. Street jazz includes elements of funk, hip hop and of course, jazz! If you are one great fan for Jennifer Lopez, Britney Spears or Justin Timberlake, this is a class you must not miss!


Jazz: Jazz emphasizes strongly on body line and flexible torso; fast, precise footwork and blown up movements of individual body parts, such as the shoulders. It is often associated with dance musicals such as Fame and Chicago. Studio Wu's jazz has a different approach, as we teach jazz in a commercial style. Our emphasis is shared between technical and style training. Classes include warm up exercises, isolations, steps and choreography. Our jazz classes incorporate street, latin and lyrical styles. You will be exposed to a variety of styles which can train you to be a more versatile dancer.

Modern Jazz: Deliberate and expressive jazz movements with an emphasis on modern dance technique which is characterized by its bending of the spine into spirals, and contractions, as well as the use of off-center movement.

took some off, visit the webbie for ALL. i only put those i am more interested in. not those YOGA stuff.

so its 100 for 10 lessons, complete it within 3 mths. Anyone else wanna join????? shall convince lauying too. hahaha...

a typical school day

Above all powers, above all kings
Above all nature and all created things
Above all wisdom and all the ways of man
You were here before the world began
Above all kingdoms, above all thrones
Above all wonders the world has ever known
Above all wealth and treasures of the earth
There's no way to measure what you're worth

Crucified, laid behind a stone
You lived to die, rejected and alone
Like a rose, trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me
Above all...

so meaningful...(anyone knows where to get the chords?) [ does anyone reading this have the " For this Cause or You are my World album???)

today was our presentation. can't say it went very well. individually, it was better, however, as a group, there were many "bad" points.. all the organization and stuff. sigH. guess we have to buck up on the written paper.

crapped all the way home. Was supposed to go jogging, but it was raining. oh well, friday then! haha remind me to share those lame jokes man. i really have to write them down!! f not i forget them easily.. haha.

Another case of Monday Blues

i have a a serious case of monday blues today man..

dragged myself out of bed with my mind still filled with fish dreams. yes, i dreamt of FISHES. too much fish exposure the day before if u ask me.. haha!

i lost my WAY. y do i keep losing my way?! *bangs head* so i took 7 and cleverly missed Singapore Badminton Association and took ALL the way to North Bridge Road. Frantically took a cab, which cost me $6.30! somehow i felt cheated, like the guy took a longer route or something. i reached there 15 mintues late. i was like dreading meeting my mentor. after seeing her, i dread being stuck with her for the whole year. she is so unfriendly.. like so unhappy that we are coming. mind u, my friend came early n she greeted her in the same fierce unfriendly way. lets hope it gets better. too early to say anything now. *optimistic*

So she gave us some talk and STRESSED abt punctuality. like, i KNOW i was late. i did apologize right. well at least she did gave the first day an EXCEPTION. so not too bad. she showed us around the centre, n she was telling us theirs is the ONLY NTUC Childcare in a bungalow. And that we were very fortunate. fortunate??! erm, ok.. but the palce was big and spacious. Then helped the teachers with meal and bath times.. before leaving.

Met the Alphas and some others for project discussion and lunch.. my brain was dead already, just functioning on auto roamimg mode... couldn't wait to get home and rest..

I wanna join StudioWu's Dance!!! k anyway, my silly tv is spoilt! wanted to watch CentreStage and A Walk to remember, BUT i cant watch vcd's without the sound interferring! argh. watching shows on labtops ain't cool k.. i shan't complain anymore...

Jogging tmr! fit fit fit! i must be fit!

Movie on wed!! Mean girls! can't wait...

*drums fingers*

Fun Faire

What a tiring day!! my brain is abou to shut down from lack of sleep, my legs are aching from a pathetic 1.6km jog and i have an abrasion from dunno where..

BUT! it was sill a great day nevertheless.

went to the 9am service before going up to the place where the faire was held. At first, i had nth to do, so i went to check out the other stalls. i liked the IQ game stall which was right next to the vanity stall. haha. so in the end, i managed to occupy myself by collecting the coupons. Then i was the time-keeper after that. haha did a lot of standing...

oh oh! then went down to the "inflatables" part. (u know, the typical floats u see at fun fairs) Denice and i had our turn at this game, when the float is divided into lanes, and u wear this vest, which is attached to a rope. so u charge......!!!! and then the rope will jerk u backwards.. haha. So some of them were pulling me.. man! they are so strong! haha.. but it was fun, a little tiring, from all the laughing, and "flying". :)

Went off around 530 to meet Eileen before meeting Audrey & Margie for dinner at Nooch. dinner was good, i think they changed the menu. my food took AGES to come. the last of the last.. i was so hungry!! ate some of Eileen's udon and tempura. haha she had a heavy lunch. i din had lunch, so u can guess y was i so starved. hehe.

but it was great meeting them. foound out tt so MANY teachers left Learning Vision already!! sigh. guess their turn over rate IS high.. haha the kids r fine too. My darling Ryan is progressing so welll!! haha. i miss them..

shall sleep soon. have to wake up early n find my center tmr. *crosses fingers*

wad a HAHA day

woke up around noon.. had a really good sleep. haha

so church was good, as usual. Then it was so funny! as usual. :) finally i get to blog about today.. was so busy doing the "grp chat". hmm, haha the only thing i can remember at this time is that all 10 of us squeezed into Jerry's car. Then when we arrived at the coffeshop, a grp of aunties were counting the number of pple in the car! haha.. oh yah. musical chairs was fun.. haven't played that in ages.. since pri sch? haha..

have to wake up early tmr.. going to have the fun-fair!! and then dinner with the Learning Vision pple. "pple". okie.

over and out.

keeping Fit

i went jogging today!! ran 4 rounds around the track.. ^^
I am so so UNFIT!!!! already!! gosh, i used to be able to run 3 rounds before feeling tired, today? ran one round and felt like stopping. i am so weak!! i need to train more. haha. so we are probably going to run every friday or sth. We = Eileen, Athel, Sarah & me. i had to FORCE myself to complete the rounds. Really, i have been too kind to my body, giving in to its cravings and sinful indulgence like chocolates and snacks and late night supper. HAHA. ok that sounds way too extreme...

i miss Magnum!!!! lots!! :(

la la la

Nothing much happened lately. however, everything seems to be going fine. :)

although i'm sort of nervous going to the new centre, wonder how my mentor will be like, wonder how the center will be like, the kids and teachers... cos its gonna be so different from bedok lutheran church kindergarten.. i can FEEL it already.

projects are starting to pile up... they do it slowly so u don't really notice till its too late. haha. k, that's kinda extreme. but tues's my presentation. have to get my finiancial tutorial done later, do my three art lesson plans(which i have no idead what to do yet!), read on my productivity & quality notes.. (am i boring you??)

YAWNZ.

spiderman2

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the movie was what i was looking forward too the whole day! so after school, met bev and then we met sc. got the tix and had dinner at Pastamania! haha.

The movie was super hilarious i tell u. bev and i kept laughing, and laughing.. i think we were the only ones who were so throughly amused. But some parts were really cheesy, and corny.. we couldn't HELP but laugh. Then when the lights came on, bev and i started to cover our faces. all i knew was that when i came out of the cinema, i started feeling a bit giddy. too much laughing really gives u nightmares! i jus woke up and i had weird dreams and i even msg a friend sth weird. WEIRD!!!!

so people, don't laugh so much. so anyway,was tellin the both of them lame jokes,"amusing" them on the journey home. haha.

Btw, spiderman 2 is a MUST watch. its better than the first one. in my opinion..

Monday blues

argh...

was not feelin all that fantastic today. just felt like keeping quite and not speaking unless it was absolutely necessary. Even my friends noticed. i jus wanted the day to end ASAP and get home. But once school ended, it got a teeny weeny bit better.

oh! my centre is at Guillemard Crescent. Anyone have ANY idea where in the world it is?? Around Kallang??

Went to Queesnway to collect our books, then jas and i went to Ikea to have dinner. i chose pasta over meatballs. haha. but i wanna eat meatballs! k, met Vincent too. While waiting for him, jas and i sat on those big comfy couches at Ikea, lazing away, and talking about the domineering partner in a relationship.

so went home after that. wad an interesting day huh. *rolls eyes*

can't wait for tmr. Spiderman 2!!

Celebration Sunday

*yay* today was great!! met early in church. They were supposedly planning for the fun fair.. but i arrived late.. haha had my nails done by wenshan.. all maroon. Its for the fair next week too! so i was being their nail "model". i just realized i skipped lunch, but thanks to jon who gave me his soggy fries. haha.

blah! i gave bev, jo and my mum wrong directions!! went to peoples bible church at 4 to do those make-up stuff.. and thanks to wenshan who helped me with the makeup and esther who did my hair.. but it was really painful!! haha kept yelling. anyway, dance was super hilarious. first i kept laughing. Then some errors.. HAHA!! wen hao went to the wrong place, and i was so busy laughing that i forgot my steps!! *blur* but it was still good..haha. so the service, worship and dinner was all good. :)

too bad i can't go to vic's place. hmm, i might watch with my mummy!

was watching "the hot chick" just now. so funnY!! i laughed so loud that my mum scolded me. -_-

oh well.

AHAHAHA

Last dance prac!

I really find the "King of Kings" song meaningful and nice.
Thanks joy who told me the verse :)

King of kings, Majesty
Lord of heaven living in me
Gentle saviour, closest friend..
Strong delieverer, beginning and end..
All of heaven falls at ur throne

Your Majesty, i can't but bow
I lay my all, before u now
In royal robes, i don't deserve
I Live to serve your Majestty

so dance was short, i was so nua man. then hanged around, then went for svc. haha so great!! timed passed real quick and it ended at 8!! woah! went for dinner which was super filling. but did a lot of laughing today, no surprise. haha. there i go again. erm, OK!

ciaoz

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yay>! the weekend is finally here!! *cheers* well, guess what, i only have 2 examination modules out of nine!! but, the most boring lecturers are the ones taking us for those TWO modules. oh well! but those dry modules weren't as dry as i thought them to be! they were rather interesting actually. plus, the lecturers are great! yay.

anyway, i had this dream last night. There was this bus on the clif, and in it were many students. below the cliff were many students too. And i was in a car with some people further down from the cliff. So i saw the bus over-turned and fell off the cliff, killing those below, and the bus rolled and rolled to where i was. then there was this family talking to us behind the car. they got killed and the bus rolled over our car, threatening to crush us. i was holding up my hands, hoping the weight of the bus wouldn't come down on me. it didn't! and then it ended.

but all the deaths... *shudders* i didn't see blood and gore though. but i just knew the pple died.

weird.

on a lighter note, Athel gave me another gift! some snake cube. another IQ puzzle. hahaa.

i know i've got lots to say. but i just can't remember them now. so until then, tata.