Random THoughts

i am:

• Getting more XIAN by the day
• looking forward to the end of school term
• also looking forward to the 30 where i officially start my holi
• going to sign up for Jazz dance classes
• hungry right now
• sick of some issues. (more likely, on ONE)
• hoping that i can clear my work in time to go for Jolyn's b'day celebration tomorrow
• feeling so tired
• longing to sleep in the entire day, laze around and not do ANYTHING
• in the heck care mood (more often thses days)
• more highly easily aggitated/irritated these days
• annoyed about projs that that make me clueless
• confused, if i am happy or sad
• not sure why i feel this way
• not even sure why in the world i am typing this
• waiting to watch HIDE & SEEK
• going to support MAGNUM tomorrow in the CHEEROBICS 2005
• feeling quite lost on what to do for "some" issues
• .......

G-mail anyone??

Tomorrow is THE DAY.
i repeat, tomorrow is THE DAY!

anyway, anyone ants to have a g-mail account? got many invites to send..hurhur. if u want drop me a message, or mail, or wadever yeah?

Cheers!!

Missing in Action

haha i KNOW i have been missing in action over here for a lonngggg time. But then i don't think many peoples reads so, anyway.

I am sooo not a loyal blogger user. hurhur, been faithfully using LJ!! hey u SHOULD get one account too! =)

decided to type some stuffs here since LJ is currently facing some errors now..haha.

To MAGNUM:
HEYY!! All the best for the heats today! Sorry i can't make it, but i IWILL be there to support u guys on ur finals!!!! JIAYOU!! and defend your chapionship title for the 5th time in a row!! =)

3 weeks to the end of school!! canhardly wait!! And another 2 to the Hols!! yay!!

Mission 1: Accomplished

Hearing CNY songs on repeat mode can really DRIVE you UP the wall. No kidding.
If that doesn't work, play it at TOP volume.

Result? A headache.

Anyway, the verdict of my Field Practicum 2.2 Language Arts assessment: PASS.

yipeeee!!
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The Shrek song is STUCK in my head and its on repeat mode on my comp.
Playing through: Jasmine's blog.
And the song doesn't auto play(loop) on her blog, so i keep clicking "REFRESH". Haha i know, , its quite pathetic. So any kind souls wanna help me find the song please?? haha i Re-composed the tune on my "new" Nokia 2100 h/p. Gosh, composers are like, rather outdated huh.. but at least i have one decent ring tone. kekez.

Sheesh. Exam timatabla is out and it clashes with my FTT!! Of all the times and dates to have my SP paper...

It is you i have loved all along

---by Dana Glover---

There is something that I see,
In the way you look at me,
There's a smile there's a truth in your eyes.
What an unexpected way,
On this unexpected day,
Could it be, this is where I belong.
It is you I have loved all along.

There's no more mystery,
It is finally clear to me,
You're the home my heart searched for so long.
It is you I have loved all along.

There are times I've ran to hide,
Afraid to show the other side,
Alone in the night without you.
But now I know just who you are,
And I know you hold my heart,
Finally, this is where I belong,
It is you I have loved all along!

No more mystery,
It is finally clear to me,
You're the home my heart searched for so long.
And It is you I have loved all along.

Oh, over and over,
I'm filled with emotion,
Your love, it rushes through my veins.
And I am filled with the sweetest devotion,
As I look into your perfect face.

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Ahhh.. the SHREK song. Love it! simply beautiful!! =) (as in, the song Princess Fiona hums together with the bird before it exploded. *hurhur*)

Any one has the mp3 for it???

Brief Update

Haven't been blogging here much lately..haha LJ seems a much better place to pen my thoughts. Anyway just want to wish my mummy,

Happy Birthday!!!

been extremly busy this week, and i'm glad to finally have a chance to sleep in during the weekends =). Ahh, the beauty of sleep.

went to have a haircut!! And goodness me, its short. GAHHH!!!!! The hairdresser was commenting and telling me that i could go ahead and cry if i want to. HAHA. Of course i didn't. As if if i cried the hairs would all jump back up from the ground and reattach itself back to my head. And anyway, if it DOES happen it would be quick freaky too la.(okie, where did THAT come from?)

Jody gave my mum his spare phone yesterday..so i have my mummy's phone now!! So hmm, pple, IF u r reading this, can u please tell me ur numbers again? Not here la, in case someone else gets it and starts stalking you. Hurhur. Pretty please SMS me ur name and numbers?? Thanks a bunch!!! haha.
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I've got it all, but I feel so deprived,
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside,
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing.
And why can't I let it go?

There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me.
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life.
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more.
(Than wanting more)

I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half way out the door.
Onto the next thing, I'm search-ing for something that's missing.

There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me,
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life.
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more

Missing

i lost my phone!!!

Yesterday!!!

Sigh. oh well. I got nothing to say for myself...

LiveJournal Rawks

I wanna get a Paid Account at LiveJournal!!! I've been wanting too for a long time already actually. And i am STILL considering moving there for good. hur.

Parallel Parking

Parallel Parking is one of the more challenging area when learning to drive.

Don't believe me? Try it out. Parallel Parking Game

Haha Enjoy!!!

I need to have a KitKat

translation: I need a break.

break from all the work, break from all the assignments. Just gimme one day.
haha like real. even so, my mind cannot rest properly knowing i have so much due.Nevertheless, i am sooo thankful that i managed to get away for three days.

well, technically i am supposed to have my one week hols now. Lets just see how much of my hols do i actually spend resting vs the number of hours i spend working. hAa!

Suddenly i feel like i have SO MUCH to do. [Not that i didn't feel this way initially, but i find that i'm slowly losing the drive to work.] Find it quite overwhelming, really. And for today, i just can't bring myself to start on anything! Oh the HORROR of it all!!

All leads to one thing---> I miss my secondary school friends... Most of them are busy busy busy!! And i'm one of those guilty ones. Very guilty ones actually.

*stamps feet* know what?! i am so going to swim on friday. Been wanting to since, what-SEVEN weeks ago??

On a lighter note, i was allowed to drive onto the road today instead of around the carpark! =) Third lesson lined up on thurs!

Fine, thoughts r running wild.. i think i need to let my braincells take a holiday.

sigh

Adults are such complicating creatures.

VroooMmmmm!

OOH! Had my first driving lesson today! *squeals* Uncle Haiteck brought me to the carpark at kallang and taught e the basics.. so i drove all around the carpark.. again and again.. hur. So FUN!! =) I'm learning manual (which makes it more fun) and at first i had some problem in driving straight. I still have a little problem with that..ahhahah. but anyway, there were these two humasn who were walking across the road SO SLOWLY!!! I was so afraid that i would hit them lah!! I wouldn't want to hit anyone on my first drive man.. i can't wait for my next lesson!!! *tralaaalaaaa*

The phonetics test was fairly manageable.. yeap.

Anyway, Sarah sent me these jokes.. some i've heard before but still found them hilarious. I can't imagine how will i react if the children i'm teaching says these to me..haha. Either laugh or cry.

TEACHER: George, go to the map and find North America.
GEORGE: Here it is!
TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America?
CLASS: George!
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TEACHER: "George Washington not only chopped down his father's cherry tree, but also admitted doing it. Now do you know why his father didn't punish him?"
JOHNNY: "Because George still had the axe in his hand."
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TEACHER: Now, Sam, tell me frankly, do you say prayers before
eating?
SAM: No sir, I don't have to, my Mom is a good cook.
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TEACHER: Desmond, your composition on "My Dog" is exactly the
same as your brother's. Did you copy his?
DESMOND: No, teacher, it's the same dog!
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TEACHER: What do you call a person who keeps on talking when
people are no longer interested?
PUPIL: A teacher.
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yippee! IGNITES' tmr!!

P.S Flying off to Bangkok on friday.. anyone wants me to help them get anything?? Drop me a msg if u do.. and the rough price for wadever the thing that u want..hur. I'll TRY my bestest to get it for you.... hoohoohoo.... =)

Botanical Gardens

Had some allergic reaction (to dunno what) last night.. it "looked" quite bad so went to see the doc ata 1030. doctor told me i had hives. Got quite a shock considering that i always thought hives were the result of a severe allergy reaction. He kept asking me if i had difficulty breathing and fever...he even wanted to gimme a jab but i said normal medicine would do.. jab?! waste money, unless its really life-threatening.. so anyway, he was telling me that there is no specific cause and that it can just come and go...thankfully, everything went down by the time i woke up. Thanks to everyone and their prayers!

So since i was feelin and looking better, (no more redness) decided i was well enough to go to the Botanic Gardens!! But thought it was rather boring.. so basically just took in the scenery..enjoy nature.. and of course, PHOTOS!! How can we ever forget them?? hurhur. And Eileen and I were MAD today la..(actually we are mad almost every other day). Woke up at 530 and my mummy was so nice to offer to help me cook the sausages.. our group had potluck cos no lunch was provided... had quite a "feast". And i brought so much sausages i thought there would be a lot left. But everyone loved it! hurhur. yay! So it was all gone... Eileen brought a bunch of bannas laH! And we dipped it in peanut butter.. yummilicious!! (u should try it one day, if u haven already tried it-spread it over bread!! *licks lips*)

Well yeah before i forget, the pictures...


Grp Pic!!- i think the water lilies are so nice.. HAHA.

Feel like tourists man..waterfall..

Attempting to act in an indian movie.. hahaha

I feel tempted to climb..

Well, Eileen n i did try to climb some tree. (like monkeys right.. adding the bananas, even more so..haha-SHH.)
ok i am quite lazy to resize the pictures.. hur.

slow man...

HAIYOH!!

NOW i know why the song in my previous entry is sooo familiar. i have it in my comp!!!(already, for a long time) SHEESH> talk about being slow. And to think i still asked Joy to send it to me... haaa. but thanks nevertheless!! =)

anyway, have to wake up super early tomorrow!! And we are going to the botanical gardens!! haha.. should be interesting.. =)

Another thought-Children can either be perfect little angels or little rascals. depends on your day. hurhur. And for some weird reason, i like the naughty kids.

And i seem to be suffering from STM.. HA. *sigh*

All I want is You

ooh i just lurve this song!!! Thankies to Joy- who sang it during youth service, and also for sending me the song)
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I’ve waited all my life to be here face to face.
I never knew that I could feel this kind of grace.
The way You show me that Your blood has washed me clean,
Could never be erased; it lives inside of me.

Take me to that secret place,
Where I can only see Your Face,
And nothing else will ever feel this way.
You take away my guilty stains,
The things I’ve done that I can’t change,
It’s only by the Power of Your name.

I stand here in this place,
See the Glory on Your Face,
Taken by the wonder of Your name.
I’m desperate for Your touch,
Never needed it so much,
Cause all I want is You.

When all the things around me have fallen to the ground
I’m always thankful for the love in You I’ve found.

Just 2 Thoughts...

(1) I need sleep.
(2) I miss my long hair.

the end.

Almost scared...

I reached home and as usual, said a big HEELLLOOOO!!!!!!!

There was no response. No "hi" or any sound from my mother.

Puzzled, i went into her room. No one. Not a soul in sight. Went to the kitchen, darkness(lights were off). No one in sight. Went to the toilet. No one.

Ok, i started to panic. Her keys were still at home, and when i opened the door to enter, it was locked. So my mother could NOT have gone out. I called her handphone, and yep, heard it ring. Then my imagination started to run wild.(really wild) I thought maybe she had fainted somewhere(although my house is so small, that it is quite hard to faint without somebody noticing) i was like quite scared of finding her unconscious in the dark kitchen.. was about to turn on the kitchen lights when i saw my mum out of the corner of my eye, coming out, (sneaking out, rather) from my ROOM!!!

Her reaction? sneaky laughter.

AIYOHHHH!!!! (what in the world?! u might add)

I was like "scolding" her for giving me such a scare lah. All she could do was laugh. At me. yes, at my sillyness. i was telling her i was worried cause her keys and handphone were all in the house. Then she said why didn't i go into my room to check. (Fine i have to admit that my room was the last place i'd look)

Then she claimed she was hanging my clothes when she heard me come home, and CONVENIENTLY decided to hide in my room awaiting my "arrival". And she wanted to scare me lah!! I was telling her i even thought she had jumped out the window. (yes, madness i know, but i told u i was starting to panic!) And my mum responded by saying she's not mad. (OK OK only i am the mad one..hur)

sigh. Haha. Don't you just love my mother???

Driving here i come!!!!

Happening day i tell you..

First of all, Jasmine & I got BeeLing to buy for us some potatoe & ham bread from the canteen. I ate 3/4 of the bread before Jasmine mentioned that she thought the mashed potatoes in the bread tasted sour. And ONLY then did i taste the "sourness". (I'm quite bad at tasting this sort of thing la, unless its really obvious like spoilt milk or papaya) Anyway, we got Eileen to try and she immeadiately nodded her head, indicating that it was spoilt. FINE. jasmine was like saying that we were "going to die"...(haha sounds familiar??) Then after a while she said that her tummy feels weird. I was telling her its all in her head & in the mind and that it was psychological...(but usually potatoes don't turn bad so quickly. hmm)

During our break we went down to complain to the aunty. She got such a shock when we told her it the food went bad. Then she claimed that their bread is fresh and they don't keep the bread overnight.. then she told her manager(or whoever that was) and he said to give us another one in exchange.(Like, if its the same batch, it'll be sour too right?!) but yeah, she tried the bread and agreed it was sour. Then the uncle took another bread and tried it too, not to mention sniff it. Then he concluded that the sourness was due to vinegar. (Vinegar in bread?!?!) So he said the bread was not spoilt. Well okay, considering that i'm still alive and not suffering from food poisoning(at this point of time), i guess its not spoilt after all. haha.

Presentation was, in my opinion, super lame. haha but everything went quite alright.. =) Grabbed a sandwich before rushing down to my old childcare centre to borrow a big book for SBA. Talked to my previous mentor and said hi to the other teachers.. and then went in search for a suitable book. They have such a GREAT selection of books!!!! Hunted and hunted-couldn't make up my mind which book i wanted. Had to choose one eventually cos i was late in my appointment!! Talked a little more before deciding to take a cab down to Comfort Driving Center. Reached there slightly before 3.30(still early!!) and discovered that my uncle wasn't there. I called him so many times but to no avail. No one picked up the phone. i was like, WHAT!?!?!??! (what a waste of money on cab fare, bleahz) i figured that he probably forgot or something, so i went to get my PDL & my FTT alone.. and then, ta-daa!! when i finished my registration, my uncle called! turns out he had a student who was having her practical test.. and i do hope hope hope that my FTT test date dun clash with any exam paper!!!! (is it possible to change the date or time ah btw???)

so yeah, i booked a day with him to learn driving.. next week!!! YAY!!!! can hardly wait!! *squeals*

Back to "school"

well, sort of. In this case it's more of a "back to the childcare center"...

AHHH i'm so touched. The children actually remember me!! Not that i was expecting them to forget, but they still remembered my name!! So sweet!! Then they were asking me why i haven't gone back for such a long time...hurhur. But nevertheless, i was happy to see them too.

Decided to take back my original class, makes things slightly easier for everyone. There were a few new "additions" and a few withdrawals to the class and i tell you, the noise level they can create together is still as high!! classroom management geri..tsktsktsk.

Then they kids were asking me if i was married. (like, WHAT?!) haha cos i was wearing a ring, and they were saying that "only married ppeople wear rings." I was telling/explaining to them that anyone can wear a ring and yet NOT be married. Doubt i managed to convince them though..hMm-

My mentor was sooo nice to offer w.k & me lunch!! And not only for this week, but for the subsequent weeks as well! AHHHHHH.. i am a happy girl. So that means i won't have to STARVE til one plus...and i won't have to secretly gobble up the children's food when no one's looking. (oops! hahaha i'm KIDDING!!!!!!)

So its back to work for now!! Busy busy busy! Got webpage designing to do, presentations to prepare for, lessons to plan... l

Later!!!!!!!!

Photo Taking Addiction

Cool! We have to create our own weblog for one mini assignment for IT!! haha, so Jasmine, Ulfah and I created an account at http://sensationalz.blogspot.com though I don't think there are any posts yet, and the assignment is only worth 3 marks. Yes, THREE marks. haha but oh well, easy to earn! We call ourselves- J.U.G. =)

The presentation in my opinion, wasn't very smooth. And halfway while presenting, i forgot what was i talking about!! How brilliant huh. The other groups presentation were very entertaining nevertheless.. Great job people!! =)

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Met Bevie after class today and FINALLY passed her her long overdue Christmas gift. I'm glad she liked (loved?) it! =) Specially created just for you! And that girl!! Almost misplaced it when she left it at the flower section at Spotlight. I'll murder you on the spot if u really lost it ok.. =)

Guess what we had for dinner??? PASTAMANIA!!!!!!!! (pasta simply rawks!!!)

Bev had this pair of really cool magnetic earrings.. where the earrings are fastened onto your ear lobe by its "magnetic force". She let me try it on and for once i had "two piercings". (I've always wanted more than one piercing but my mother never allowed me to get more than one) And you know what? I lost it. I have no idea how it dropped!! So sorry girl!! I told her not to get the earrings for me anymore, cos obviously the earrings don't work for my ear. I think my skin is too thick that the magnetic force isn't strong enough to hold the earring in place. boohoohoo.

We went absolutely MAD taking pictures using her new Siemens camera phone. Took over 30 shots? haha.. we went to "Action City" at Plaza Singapura and took with the stuff toys. I can't believe myself sometimes... and we were laughing & laughing the entire time! haha. So amused.

Dinner wasn't very filling..(is it just me or it seems i'm always NOT full???) so we went to Gelare!! i just lurve their waffles! Took even more pictures..(gosh, i tell you, at the rate we took the pictures, you would think there was no tomorrow) And since she was meeting Ron, i decided to go meet my mum, who was also having her dinner at Plaza Singapura...

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I WILL have a POSITIVE attitude towards F.P!! If not, like what my lecturer said, half the battle is already lost. yep!!*chants* Postive positive........ (do help me out here won't you pls?)hee.)